The first to speak was Chu Jingyun, who said, "I guess you must feel that I’m quite annoying!"
Shi Nuan slightly frowned and asked, "Why do you say that?"
"Because of A Yu..." Chu Jingyun bit her red lip and said, "I believe you’ve heard about my past relationship with A Yu; if not for you, the person A Yu might marry in the future might have been ... I worked hard for seven years to have a place by his side, but unexpected as it is, you took it away overnight. You must understand, I actually resent you a little!"
Shi Nuan pressed her lips together before speaking, "Is this all Teacher Chu wanted to tell ?"
"Of course not!" Chu Jingyun lowered her gaze, her eyes sowhat sorrowful. After taking a breath, she opened her handbag and took out sothing like a flash drive, handing it to Shi Nuan.
Shi Nuan was puzzled, "What is this?"
"It’s so of A Yu’s habits and preferences that I’ve compiled... I know A Yu has chosen you. At least for now, he doesn’t intend to leave you. I won’t fight with you. What’s ant to be mine will be mine sooner or later. What’s not mine is pointless for to fight over...
But I still hope that the woman staying by A Yu’s side can take good care of him. I’ve known A Yu for seven years, so naturally, my understanding of him is much deeper than yours over the past four months. You can’t deny that!"
Holding the flash drive in her hand, Shi Nuan found it sowhat incredible that Chu Jingyun would do sothing like this to help her understand Song Yansheng!
This woman is truly incomprehensible!
Chu Jingyun probably saw the surprise in Shi Nuan’s eyes, and she laughed self-deprecatingly, "You probably think I’m foolish, right? Yes, I also think I’m foolish. But what can I do? I loved A Yu for seven years, always standing nearby in a low-profile manner, never daring to get close, because I was waiting for him to approach ...
But after waiting seven years, just when he was preparing to co closer, you appeared. Do you realize how lucky you are? What Ji Xiangling and I couldn’t achieve in seven years, you obtained effortlessly without doing anything. It’s really ironic. But I don’t want to emulate Ji Xiangling, to fight and compete with you, because I also know, you don’t actually love A Yu, so naturally, you disdain to fight with us...
All I hope for now, is that while A Yu still wants you and you haven’t left him, you can treat him well. And I... I will wait forever, no matter how long it takes, it doesn’t matter, because loving a man like this ans I’m destined for a lifeti of inescapable doom. And I’ve already prepared myself for this inevitable fate!"
...
When Shi Nuan returned to the hall holding the flash drive, there were still many doubts in her mind.
Chu Jingyun’s infatuation with Song Yansheng truly touched her. If she still felt as she did before, wanting to break away from Song Yansheng and planning to leave him one day, maybe she would... want to step aside.
Ji Xiangling’s provocations made her feel a sense of repulsion, while Chu Jingyun’s gentle approach left her sowhat at a loss.
After all, being deeply devoted in this world is very difficult, especially when such devotion lasts unchanged for many years.
She doesn’t think she can do it, no, she’s sure she can’t.
She didn’t manage to do it for Shen Zui in the past, nor did she for Song Yichuan afterward. Now, regarding Song Yansheng...
She’s not sure, but she hopes she can manage it!
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