But really, back then, Yan Xixi must have been stupider than a pig, right? To think her heart had been so clouded by lard that she actually told him about every single crack that had appeared between her and Huang Xiaojue, asking him to analyze and strategize for her.
No doubt, he must have laughed himself silly at her expense back then.
She was overco with sha and utterly exhausted.
She really wanted to hit him.
It was strange. She should have punched him hard back then.
But she didn’t dare – who would dare hit soone who had been nothing but incredibly kind to you?
It was all over. This was a disaster.
She had to swallow her anger, without even the right to retaliate. It was just too unfair!
Her mobile phone kept lighting up with new ssages, but she didn’t want to look.
She felt suffocated and hollow... It had beco a long-standing habit to chat idly with him every night, even if it was just nonsense, just to feel at ease.
Would she never speak to this guy again?
It was terrifying, how eting in person could ruin everything.
She regretted it imnsely. If only she had known not to et him!
Only when she woke up in a daze did she pick up her phone.
"Miss, are you ignoring ?"
"Miss, you can’t do this, okay? You were the one who wanted to et. I was so afraid things would fall apart once we t in person—and see, they really did, didn’t they? Miss, do you really think I’m too ugly?"
"Miss, please reply! Have pity on ... I haven’t had the heart to do anything all day..."
"Miss, you’re not going to ignore forever, are you? Have you blacklisted ?"
"Sigh, I regret this so much. If I’d known, I wouldn’t have t you so soon... See? I brought this on myself... I feel so wronged, with nowhere to even complain..."
"Miss, I didn’t an to deceive you... No, wait, I did. It was intentional, because otherwise, you wouldn’t have paid any attention to at all..."
"Think about it, would you still talk to if you knew it was from the start? I really couldn’t help it... Xixi, I was afraid you would ignore . In fact, I wanted to tell you the truth a long ti ago, but..."
"Xixi, I really didn’t an any harm. After all this ti, do you still not trust ? Can’t you just continue to see as the ’Uncouth Man’?"
...
This guy... at least he’s being honest.
"Xixi, I miss you all the ti..."
"Xixi, I’m a bachelor, you know! I called off my engagent with Zhou Ting a long ti ago. A completely legitimate bachelor..."
"Xixi, you’re not going to ignore forever, are you? SOB SOB SOB... This is unbearable..."
"Honey, please talk to ..."
She raised her hand, intending to blacklist him, but then she gritted her teeth and couldn’t bring herself to do it.
Her heart felt fragile, much like after her fight with Mother Huang, when she had suddenly realized that Mother Huang was her only pillar of support—
How could she delete her only pillar of support?
The most terrifying thing was that, over the past month or so, feeling the warmth from ’Uncouth Man’ had beco a habit—no one in her entire life had ever treated her this well.
She once read an article where the first sentence was, "My mom says won don’t have love; they just follow whoever treats them well, like a puppy that goes with anyone who gives it a bone. So, I don’t want to be like that. I yearn for real love"—
At the ti, she had thought, what utter bullshit.
Isn’t it natural to love whoever treats you well? Do you have to love soone who treats you badly, who abuses you? Is that so kind of ntal illness?
Even in major international diplomacy and strategic maneuvering, isn’t it a matter of ’you give benefits, so I give you benefits’?
If even good relations between countries are based on mutual benefits, how much more so for relationships between people!
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