"But still, I will firmly hold on to this current happiness. Alright, I’ve said all that needs to be said about coexisting with the system. As for the idea of letting you go, it’s an understanding in my heart, even though we are not together!"
"But I can really keep this feeling deep in my heart, letting it grow like this. As for you, I don’t know what kind of feeling you have; maybe you think cherishing this is useless, but for , it’s actually very useful, you know?"
"Because only in this way can we all have that mutual happiness. And I truly want Candy to have the warmth of a family, only then can we all truly be happy!" Hua Xiaomo said a lot.
There was a trace of dim morning light in his eyes. He really didn’t want to bear too much pressure, as enduring such pressure would be difficult for both himself and Candy to handle.
Moreover, he really wanted Candy to be happy or more carefree. Only if Candy and Zi Yunsui, and himself, could truly be together and form a family, maybe then this feeling would truly be a happy one!
Qi Longbing couldn’t say a word. At that mont, he really felt like making this call seed redundant, because right now he had no way to persuade Hua Xiaomo regarding the thoughts deep in his heart. But if he just said blessings, he couldn’t bring himself to say it, because after all, this is his wife and his daughter, and now he had to let them go, which made him feel so painful. How could he win back their hearts?
"Hua Xiaomo, why can’t you have a bit of faith in ? I will definitely divorce Pan Yutong, you know Pan Yutong is about to return, but at this critical mont, you want to leave . You really make feel so upset and painful, like I can’t breathe!"
"Hua Xiaomo, I am really in so much pain, do you know? Why can’t you just give a little confidence? You know this confidence really cos from our relationship. If we just abandon our feelings like this, you know, it is cruel to both of us."
"It’s even more cruel to Candy, do you know? When Candy finds out I am his father, what will he think? He will hate you!"
"Have you thought about these things, have you thought about these issues? Hua Xiaomo, can’t you really think a little on our behalf? Why can’t you genuinely consider Candy’s situation? I think you shouldn’t be with that Zi Yunsui, do you know? Because it has a bad influence on you."
Qi Longbing had complex feelings in his heart; he really liked Hua Xiaomo.
He really just wanted Hua Xiaomo and Candy by his side. But, this kind of feeling, how can it not be so painful? It really is very uncomfortable, because he feels like Hua Xiaomo seems to no longer love him.
And this love seems to have been given to soone else, which really makes her feel extrely painful; he really doesn’t want her to leave him.
If he could, he would really pay any price, as long as she stays by his side and Candy by his side, he is willing to do anything. He really doesn’t want to be separated from the two of them, this feeling really makes him feel too uncomfortable, and also makes him unable to accept it a bit, after all, he and Hua Xiaomo have known each other for many years and they have been in a relationship for a long ti.
If it weren’t for so very special reasons, actually he and Hua Xiaomo would have been married already, and had a happy family.
Maybe there wouldn’t be just one child, Candy, maybe many children already, but now, this feeling really makes him feel so uncomfortable, so painful, he doesn’t know how to extricate himself from such a painful state.
Maybe only when Hua Xiaomo truly returns to his arms, can he feel that this pain is truly over. However, can Hua Xiaomo now return to his embrace?
She has already promised another man, which really makes him feel very painful and uncomfortable, and this kind of feeling is not sothing that can be easily relieved, and it makes him feel trendous pressure.
"Qi Longbing, I don’t even know what to say; maybe you feel very pressured right now, maybe you find it unacceptable, but I believe if so ti passes, you surely can accept this reality. I’m sorry, I can only tell you this."
"Besides, there are so things I think you should make your own decisions about, and you should be responsible for what you do, right? Whether or not you truly want to divorce Pan Yutong, but I bless you anyway!"
"I wish your life will be better than before, okay, no matter what the future holds, whether we are together or not, the happiness you brought will always be cherished in my heart, I will miss you dearly, both I and Candy will love you. Also, Candy is your child, so please respect my decision, alright?"
"After all, I’ve thought a lot, struggled a lot. Maybe this decision of mine is still sowhat hasty and inevitably makes you sad, but I have no choice, please try to understand , okay? Carrying such a woman also needs a family, needs a man to love her, regardless of whether we end up together or not, in my heart there is always hope for your well-being. This ti, I truly an it, this is what I feel deep inside."
"I also hope you can understand , regardless of whatever difficulties or situations we face in the future, I hope you can face them with strength."
"Because I know only when you are happy, can I be happy, and can our Candy be happy as well, this is the honest truth. Qi Longbing, keep your head up, I also hope you can truly gain that inner relaxation." Hua Xiaomo said these words, at that mont he knew many things are not as perfect as one imagines.
But no matter what, this feeling, he had to tell him. This is the reality.
Because, looking at it from his and Zi Yunsui’s perspective, he truly feels that Qi Longbing is just a feeling buried deep in his heart.
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