"But you really don’t know what’s going on deep inside their hearts, do you?" Hua Xiaomo’s amber-colored eyes shone with a hint of light.
Hua Xiaomo said a lot to Xiao Qing, hoping that she could learn many lessons from it. He also hoped to help Xiao Qing because she truly was a good person.
He wished Xiao Qing could understand his good intentions, and hoped that many things could continue smoothly as they were. He didn’t want many negative factors to entangle people’s souls.
That would only cause pain and discomfort. That’s how he saw it and felt it. As for whether Xiao Qing could move on, he really wasn’t sure, because Xiao Qing truly loved Loh Hua deeply, and they were even once engaged. But never had she imagined that the person Loh Hua would marry wasn’t Xiao Qing.
How was Xiao Qing supposed to bear such a blow?
He truly didn’t dare to imagine it, but he hoped Xiao Qing could live well, drive away the negativity, because often, people must remain positive and filled with energy to live a better life.
Alright, that’s how he saw it, that’s how he thought. Just like when Qi Longbing didn’t divorce and was with him, he lived with the sa attitude, so no matter how many difficulties would arise, he would still live well.
He would never betray his feelings, nor would she betray the child.
He would ensure a good life for his child and himself.
Alright, in any situation, he believed that only by striving and being positive could one have everything, and eventually be loved by others.
Xiao Qing’s eyes were filled with streaks of red light, and she couldn’t help but cry, but at that mont, she held back her tears, looking at Hua Xiaomo with so many words left unsaid.
But today, did he beco the most detestable person? But he truly couldn’t endure the feelings in his heart; it was Loh Hua who deceived him. Loh Hua said they would marry, but in reality, he had secretly engaged with another person from his family, and he only found out when he received the invitation.
Never had he imagined that Loh Hua wouldn’t marry him but would marry another woman, no matter who she was. He felt extrely hurt, especially since the woman was his good friend who had returned to the country not long ago.
How was he supposed to endure such a feeling? Alright, her family was not wealthy, not like his good friend’s family was.
But he truly loved Loh Hua. Was everything they went through together a lie?
She still rembered Loh Hua proposing to her in the cinema—every scene played so vividly in her mind.
How could he pretend nothing ever happened?
If nothing really happened, then why let him et Loh Hua, why let them fall in love? Such an outco feels so cruel, really. He felt a sense of indescribable pain and imnse suffering, but he truly didn’t want to continue any longer.
He didn’t want to attend that wedding, really feeling unbearable watching it, even though he once fantasized about walking down the aisle with Loh Hua. Now, all he had left was a shattered feeling that brought so much heartache.
He never dreamt that Loh Hua would deceive him, she never dreamt that her good friend would also deceive her. Perhaps the two had already connived together, but she was the only one left in the dark.
She felt such agony, such distress, like a stone pressing on her chest, making it hard to breathe. At this mont, she truly felt like ending it all, but she knew that death was just an act of cowardice. If one were truly strong, they wouldn’t use death to escape from reality or their problems.
Instead, they would strive to stand up, live even stronger, and take every step in life well, becoming stronger and living a better life with each step forward.
Often, it’s the overthinking from deep within that brings such pain, but he understood this principle. Yet, he couldn’t easily detach from it, because the feeling was just too painful.
"Hua Xiaomo, thank you, thank you for making see many problems, for making see so many things. Perhaps this feeling between Loh Hua and existed from the start. This feeling wasn’t particularly good, and I was in the dark, not knowing how to continue living my life."
"And you told all of this, making truly happy and relieved. Actually, you don’t need to worry about . I’m really fine now, even though he deceived . But this doesn’t an life has deceived . I still want to live positively and move forward!"
"I still have to strive to live on because only a positive spirit is what I truly should have, right? Often, having too many feelings, those beautiful feelings, can make one lost, always making one lose their true self."
"Perhaps I was like that before, until now that I understand what I should truly do, what I should let go of. Now, I see clearly, I have understood many things. You don’t need to worry about , I’m really fine, even if in the future, I will continue strongly, and I absolutely won’t weakly avoid reality."
"Because avoiding reality will only bring a lot of pain, and actually, I understand these principles, Hua Xiaomo. You don’t need to tell too much. Thank you for coming out to comfort . I’m actually doing quite well." Xiao Qing looked at Hua Xiaomo with a glow in her eyes that’s indescribable.
But at that ti, he truly didn’t want anyone to worry too much about him because that feeling would only make him uncomfortable and would only make others pity him. He truly disliked that, preferring to have a normal feeling.
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