He really wishes that he could let him understand the feeling deep within his heart, that emotional fluctuation; she hopes this man can understand her.
But looking at it now, he is not able to understand her at all. Many tis, she relies solely on herself, unable to make him think of her.
No matter the way, he always feels the desire to be with her, wishing for empathy from her, which truly aligns with his innermost thoughts.
The words she said fell upon Zi Yunsui’s ears, causing him to furrow his brows slightly; he didn’t expect that this woman would still be so stubborn, imrsed in this hopeless feeling.
But no matter what, it’s impossible between them now.
"Ye Xiangxue, honestly, many tis I’ve wanted to explain to you. I’m not sure if I’ve made this clear before, but I didn’t expect you to still have this idea. It’s a bit disappointing to . But I still want to tell you, emotions, while wonderful, do not necessarily equate to love. Do you know what love is?"
"Love is when you don’t have to think much; when you et soone, you imdiately like her, you beco happy, you smile. I don’t know if you’ve ever felt this way? But with Hua Xiaomo, every ti I see him, I smile happily, I’m joyful. This is my truest feeling deep within!"
"It’s not about seeing others and feeling happy — that doesn’t happen. Hua Xiaomo gives a different feeling. We’ve known each other for a long ti, and during that ti in Arica, she beca pregnant. Later, she wanted to leave Arica for a city where no one knew her. At that ti, upon knowing this, I was actually willing to follow her to another unfamiliar city!"
"At that ti, we were just friends. There wasn’t any romantic relationship involved. Later, I accompanied Hua Xiaomo to another city, witnessed her carrying the baby for nine months, and finally, saw her give birth. Do you understand what kind of feeling this is?"
"Including later, when I was with her, and we raised the child little by little and started a business step by step, until we developed the Purple Demon Immortal Inquiry Company to its current scale — this feeling, I think, is probably beyond your understanding. Because even then, I wasn’t fully contemplating love; I just felt accustod to being with her!"
"Accustod, you know? A habit is hard to change. It’s as if it wants to accompany you for life, not wanting change. Maybe you find it hard to understand my thoughts, but this feeling is truly real to , continuing until Candy gradually grows up!"
"And Hua Xiaomo is still alone. At this ti, our company has also grown in scale, and we’re all busy with work, never stopping. But looking back at the life we’ve lived, isn’t it just an ordinary family life?"
"Except for the fact that Hua Xiaomo and I are not actual spouses, haven’t obtained a marriage certificate, the things we do together are just what an ordinary family would do — what a husband and wife should do for their child. Actually, I’ve unconsciously integrated myself into that role!"
"Therefore, my feelings for her will remain unchanged. Ye Xiangxue, I hope you can understand . That’s why, when I decided to marry you, I abandoned the notion of being with you, you know? Because I couldn’t deceive my innermost feelings; my emotions for Hua Xiaomo and Candy cannot be replaced!"
"No woman can replace them because I’ve truly grown accustod to them. It’s like a habit, and this habit cannot be altered. Sorry, Ye Xiangxue, if you truly understand , you too should abandon such thoughts early on!"
"Because it will only benefit yourself, preventing you from being trapped in this emotional misconception, which indeed makes people very weary. I hope, in the future, you’ll put all your energy into work, as there will be many things to do, the company will grow even larger!"
"And you, as a valuable assistant to Hua Xiaomo and , we don’t want you to leave the company. I hope you can uphold the work of the sales departnt and the publicity departnt, which would be beneficial to the company, you know? Because cultivating an excellent employee takes a long ti, we don’t want you to leave either."
Zi Yunsui looked at the woman in front of him, wanting to say so much to her, helping him to clearly understand the true desires deep in his heart.
But no matter what happened before, he would never leave Hua Xiaomo.
Because he feels that the one he truly loves deep in his heart is Hua Xiaomo, not any other woman, and no other woman could give him such a feeling.
Because he genuinely likes Hua Xiaomo and sincerely wants to be Candy’s father, providing a stable ho for both mother and daughter. That’s what he thinks, and he doesn’t want to think about anything else.
Because only by doing things according to his deepest-held thoughts can he find true solace.
As for other things, he feels they are not what he truly desires.
Because following his heart’s true desires is the most real emotion; he, indeed, follows his most authentic feelings because he truly loves Hua Xiaomo.
As for other matters, he doesn’t want to say much more, because between him and the woman in front of him, it’s impossible. He really dislikes doing certain things because he indeed follows his inner feelings, just like Hua Xiaomo said, he believes they’re the sa — both following their hearts.
As for the woman in front of him, he can only say sorry. Regardless of how she feels about him, he can’t reciprocate because, in the world of emotions, it’s inherently selfish.
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