—–Empress Lora’s Pov—–
Lora was currently walking through the corridors of the palace, as she was walking her mind was occupied with the thought of a certain silver haired boy, if one was too view into her brain one would doubt how she could put such a cold face outside
Lora sighed and thought back to her past
she was the daughter of the powerful ducal family the Greedious family, born with both beauty and power she had a smooth sailing in life
ever since she had awakened her bloodline, she had beco a fierce ice mage too but along with it began her difficulties, even before awakening her bloodline she always felt that there was sothing missing in her life, as if a part was missing
this had only worsened after she awakened her bloodline, she was also the fiancée of the future Emperor at that ti too but even during that ti the current Emperor Claus only had eyes on one won Mira
to say she was not jealous and envious would be false, even then she never really loved the Emperor, her family had raised her and provided for her so she had taken it up on herself to repay them
‘maybe we will fall in love after we are married?’
with such thoughts Lora had bottled up her emotions always going at her families wimps, but she never felt happiness after her marriage
sure the Emperor was kind and caring but she always keenly knew that his heart was never with her, she was an Empress one of the most powerful individual of the Empire, she should be happy and contented, yet she never felt true happiness
even after her marriage her parent’s wanted to support the Emperor, always be a good girl, always move for the profit of the family, even during all this ti she had that nagging feeling of sothing missing, her whole life she could never make her own decisions
but even then she never complained, she bottled up her feeling and continued to live her monotonous life untill she t him…
Grace had visited the palace with her child, a boy about 6 year old, the mont Lora had gazed upon him her life brightened
her blood started boiling, and for the first ti the heart she thought was dead started beating fater, it’s as if she had found the missing part of herself, her body too had heated up
after that she tried everything to find more about the boy, his hobbies, his like and dislike everything about him she wanted to know
for the first ti she did sothing for herself not for her family, she knew that this was not normal, that she was not being normal but she couldn’t stop, her body, her mind, her soul wanted to know more about him
for the first ti she felt truly alive, yet fear still followed her, she was an older won, married to the Emperor, could she have her own love?
would the boy grow up and even like her?, as many questions rose she tried to curb herself but she couldn’t, the more she tried to stop the more her desires grew, she was in despair of what to do
until the very fateful day that boy awakened his bloodline, she knew at that ti the boy won’t reject her, that they were ant to be together
even in death…..
she went upto him at the night without anyone knowing and to her utter delight he accepted her, that, night was the most happiest day of her life, she couldn’t be one with him yet but she could wait
she had completely stopped the Emperor from touching her body since the day she t Austin, her body was only for him
coming out of my deep thoughts i reached a door, it had many barriers and magical items protecting it, opening them i entered this secret room i only know of
if Austin was to see this room be might have tightened up due to goosebumps, the entire room was covered with the images of Austin, there lie several recording devices containing him
seeing this room i felt relaxed and happy, running i jumped into the bed covered with my darlings images, hugging the pillow containing his image i let out a smile
“Darling only belongs to and to darling”
Lora’s quite murmur filled the room
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—–Clara’s Pov—–
Clara was currently wearing a training suit, surrounding her was darkness, utter darkness which she was trying to control, ever since the day she had found out about what had happened to Austin she had increased her training, trying to get better at controlling her healing
whenever she got tiered she would think of Austin, her light, her path and the reason for her existence, thinking of him her past quickly flashed through her mind
her life wasn’t all that great,she had ca from a normal commoner family, a father who was a drunkard, a mother who only cared about her looks and herself
she was born to them, but she didn’t complain, Clara herself had normal looks, nothing that stood out, even though she had difficulties, she tried to survive it
she thought that if she showed love she would receive it but she got nothing, her life at her slum like house, an uncaring parents, their constant abuse led her to have a huge inferiority complex, she would never be anything
but she still lived on, until her fathers debt grew so big that her parents sold her to the other side for money, back then her whole life fell apart, the small hope within her shattered
even to the slave trader’s she wasn’t of value, nothing she could be used for, back then Clara hated the world, she hated herself for being nobody, she was nothing…
it was during this life of hers that she was living helplessly through when an ugly fat person took liking to her and wanted to use her, even if she wanted to be valued, she felt disgusted at such a situation and planned to bite her tounge to kill herself
but it’s at that ti, that i et him, like a knight in shinning armor he arrived, he had saved her from my despair, even when he had looked at her there was no disdain nor dislike, just kindness
he talked to as an equal and treated with care, it’s later that i discovered his identity, i felt fear then, thinking that i was not worthy to stand with him
but he took care of gently, he asked about my situation and even made his personal maid!!
i knew that he didn’t have any intention on my body or other motives, he took an unworthy person in his life and gave warmth, he made confident
at first i was afraid that i was unworthy of him but after awakening my bloodline, i gained so confidence, i worked hard to be by his side, as long as he was happy i would be satisfied
after my workout i was slowly heading to my room, due to my status as Austin’s personal maid i had my own room, opening my door i entered my room, entering inside the sight that greeted made smile
if Lora’s room was sothing that would bring goosebumps to Austin, then this was one that would cause his blood to freeze
in this room too there was images of Austin, so on the wall, others on the roof but that was not all, on the table sat so hair of Austin that Clara had taken, his old dresses that should have been thrown away
the blanket Clara used was stitched from the old ones Austin used, smiling i jumped into my bed, took the pillow that contained an image of Austin and hugged it tight and covered myself with the pillow Austin used
“i will do anything for you, love~~”
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