"But when you encounter difficulties and setbacks, don’t just think of the bad things. Try to see the positive side, don’t lose heart, and please, don’t despair over us brothers, okay?"
She suddenly froze. Lose heart, despair? Unknowingly, she had beco engulfed in negative emotions. Lately, her mind had been filled with three words — troubled, tired, worried.
Sotis, a thought would just pop into her head: compared to this kind of life, isn’t it better to be alone? Even if it’s a bit lonely, even if it’s sowhat isolating, at least there wouldn’t be so many botherso trifles to deal with.
But Shu Yu was spot on.
In this hectic, bustling pace of life, she had gradually forgotten so much beauty.
Yixuan had left, but he used to treat her tenderly.
Shujun had unpaid romantic debts, but in his heart, there was only her.
Haoming was not good with words and is now out of touch, but that once awkward man used to devote all his tenderness to her.
Yue Ning was straightforward, with a fiery temper in the past, but he has slowly changed for her, learned to restrain himself, learned self-control. Although what he did wasn’t perfect, he really put in a lot of effort.
Zhi Chen had lost his mory and had been gone for so long, but as long as it’s the right person, it doesn’t matter when they appear, sooner or later. Even if the heart had forgotten, the body still rembers her, and despite having once hurt her, he made efforts to redy and repent.
Lastly, there was Shu Yu.
The mistakes Shu Yu made couldn’t really be considered mistakes. Putting oneself in her shoes, if it were herself, would she open up to soone she didn’t love, soone she even resented because of past events? Would she report all her affairs to the other person?
In the past, Shu Yu bullied her a bit, but never caused substantial harm. At most, he just sent her on errands. But what does their mode of interaction have to do with whether he has Inner Strength, or if he is extraordinarily skilled?
Even if he becos strong, his body can still get sick, catch a cold, have a runny nose, sneeze. His love isn’t overwhelming passion, but companionship, silently infiltrating her life, her heart, gradually gathering into a torrent. Normally, he is very affectionate, likes to be spoiled by her, craves her affection, but when things happen, he is very responsible and attentive.
Even this ti, it’s the sa. Clearly, he is more wronged, more aggrieved than herself, but instead, he cos to comfort her, to enlighten her.
"I’m sorry..." As soon as the words ca out, she heard her own choking voice. She covered her lips, her eyes slowly reddening.
Shu Yu didn’t look great either; traces of grief, mist, sadness, and bitterness arose in his eyes, and these "traces" together pierced the heart, making her feel even more remorseful.
His arm slightly strengthened, pulling her into his embrace. His voice no longer as clear as usual, rather rough and husky, sounding as if it had beco blurred. "Let’s not go on like this; I’m really not good at quarrels. Why can’t we just live well? Always thinking about trivialities, both you and I. I won’t be ’deliberate’ anymore, won’t deceive or hide from you; I’ll open my heart for you to see clearly at any ti. So, can you not easily talk about breaking up, about leaving, about you not wanting us..."
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