The brothers always seem to be like this, preferring to suffer themselves rather than let the rest of the family suffer, always carrying a lot on their own shoulders. Although Third Brother seems carefree, he’s actually quite sensitive. He appears to be romantic, but he’s actually the most affectionate.
Yixuan didn’t expect Shujun to have such thoughts. When he was in Dongdi, he also paid attention to the developnt of the Huizi Store. At that ti, his wife was busy looking for connections everywhere, and Third Brother stayed at ho, but even rarely leaving ho, in essence, he was a workaholic...
"You’re putting too much pressure on yourself," Yixuan sighed, "Think about First Brother, think about , or even Fifth Brother; with all of us around, you don’t have to work yourself to death. The tough days are over. Now, what we have accumulated should be enough, everything is moving upward, it’s an uphill path, not a downhill one, there’s no going back to those poor days."
Shujun wiped her face, "I know, I understand what you’re saying, but I’m always afraid. When Second Brother was sick, the family couldn’t even co up with a bit of Silver, so many things happened, how uneasy was I? Money may not be everything, but one cannot live without it; you can call money-minded, but without money, how do we eat, survive, handle illness? I can never forget those days when als were not secured, sotis even skipping als, and I’m afraid that if soday sothing goes wrong, we won’t have money, she’ll suffer with us."
Shujun laughed self-deprecatingly, "I won’t defend myself; what she said that day was indeed true, she is so powerful, so good... She’s like a shining star to , she’s blood sisters with the Ninth Princess, she was once a Marshal, Yun Ge and those eighty thousand self-proclaid ’Ghost’ female soldiers are all her loyal followers, she’s also skilled in dical Skills, Poison Skills, and Gu Art..."
He sighed and closed his eyes, "To , she’s like the sun in the sky. Sotis I feel a sense of urgency. If I don’t improve, won’t I fall further and further behind her? So I strive and chase, to build this foundation, convincing myself that I’m not actually that bad, that I’m worthy of her, that I’m enough to be her husband! But have you ever thought about it?"
"We brothers are inherently restless, and if we remained diocre, always farming in the mountains, how could soone like her be soone we deserve?"
"Yixuan, after you left ho and were favored by Old Lady Qin, why did you not settle for being her adopted son, but instead founded the Top One Villa In the World?"
"And Yue Ning, Yue Ning is in Dongdi now. Back then, why did he endure the sun and rain to build houses for people everywhere? He does have skills in this area, but if he could live easily, who wouldn’t want to live a little lazier?"
"Rather than saying she’s a brilliant existence, and fearing that we don’t deserve her, it’s more accurate to say, it’s the fear of being left behind by you all, worrying that one day I’ll be too incompetent to stand out in front of you, thus distancing from her, fearing not catching her attention, fearing that while other brothers follow her and climb higher and higher, move further and further, I’m left behind due to my diocrity and incompetence, afraid of being widened by others!!"
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