"I can’t bear to..."
"If one day we really do part ways, if it really cos to the point where we have no choice but to part..."
"I can’t imagine what I would beco then. Because I’m even afraid to think about it; just a thought makes panic grip my heart, almost driving insane."
"I’m so afraid of losing you."
Yixuan gently stroked her cheek with affection. "I understand."
Yixuan’s words were simple, yet inexplicably comforting.
Dong Huiying stared blankly, "Do you really understand?"
Yixuan sighed just like her, "Of course I understand, otherwise why would I have run away from ho back then?"
Dong Huiying fell silent for a long ti.
"Yes, that’s exactly it."
"Compared to , you just think much further and deeper. Not like , who always realizes things too late, only becoming gradually conscious of problems after a long while."
Yixuan comforted her, "Don’t always think so poorly of yourself. Regardless of what others may believe, at least in our brothers’ hearts, you are always unique, incomparable to anyone else in the world. No one is more important than you."
Yixuan hesitated for a mont before asking, "Xiao Ying, what kind of life did you live before?"
Dong Huiying froze for a mont but said nothing.
Yixuan said, "Your dical skills are so brilliant, but why are you so sensitive in your dealings with people?"
He answered his own question, "I assu you grew up in a relatively good family environnt, at least when it cos to spending money. You can endure hardships and remain composed in the face of great wealth. You are not swayed by money, which proves your past life wasn’t bad, perhaps even much wealthier than many others."
"But you never seem to talk about the life you had before you ca here, before becoming Dong Dabao, the experiences you had..."
"No problem arises without reason. Whether it’s your personality or your way of thinking, I believe you must have gone through so events that shaped who you are now."
Dong Huiying was montarily taken aback. "How should I put it..."
Indeed, she seldom talked about her previous life with these n.
It was as if she had severed her current life from all that happened in her previous one.
Even to the extent that.
The secret of her rebirth and crossing through ti was sothing these perceptive brothers had sensed themselves, rather than her actively revealing it.
And so far.
In terms of the depth of conversation on this matter, there were only Yixuan and Shujun.
The last ti she spoke about such things with Shujun was on Anle Mountain.
At that ti, due to the resurgence, she was rarely clear-minded and often in a state of sleep. Even she was pessimistic at heart then, thinking she wouldn’t make it, thinking she didn’t have long to live.
Perhaps it was out of fear, or maybe it was sothing else.
In any case.
She rembered the brilliant sunshine that day, rembered the breeze caressing the mountaintop. She also rembered sitting in Shujun’s arms, her back leaning against Shujun’s chest, with Shujun’s arms wrapped around her waist.
She even rembered Shujun crying that day.
Shujun shed many tears, sobbing and pleading continually, asking her to live on, to live well...
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