"Even so, if I can help you, if I can do sothing for you, then it would even be my honor. So, can you grant this honor?"
This was not the first ti the two had discussed this topic, but the result before was never what Fengsu wanted. He was persistent; he always said this to her, willing even to offer up everything for her, as long as she gave him the opportunity.
And she...
"You want to take action and serve on my behalf?" Yun Ge raised an eyebrow.
Fengsu’s eyes lit up for a mont: "Yes! Exactly! As long as you say the word, I’m willing to do anything for you!" Even if it ans killing!
In fact, even if she didn’t make a request, he was about to... lose control.
But he knew, she would never want that.
How should he put it?
This woman seed incredibly proud. The heavier her pride, the more self-respecting she was, but sotis, this self-respect of hers made him detest her because... the more she loved herself, the harder she was to handle, and he had grown... unable to use his strength anywhere, which was really quite frustrating, often leaving him feeling helpless and defeated.
It seed... all the setbacks in his life were because of her. And not only did he not mind, he even relished it. Was it because he... had masochistic tendencies?
Is that why he fell in love with a woman who made him torture himself?
Yun Ge sighed softly, "Fengsu, why can’t you just stay away from ?" She had to admit, just at that mont, her heartbeat skipped a beat. And this wasn’t the first ti; from initial shock and unease, she had grown adept at managing this emotion.
However, his feelings, his confession, his expressions of love, sotis still troubled her deeply.
Because...
Yun Ge slowly turned her head to look at Yun Shuihan, seeing her in a dreamlike state. She gently said, "Look at her, she’s your captive, she thinks of you day and night, and even after you ’died,’ she never forgot you."
The topic shifted to Yun Shuihan, but Fengsu didn’t spare her even a glance.
"This is between us!" The implication being, it doesn’t involve a third party.
Sotis, he felt quite puzzled. What kind of feelings did Yun Ge really have for him?
If it was love, it didn’t seem like it. For instance, she never proactively sought him out, rarely showed concern, and even when they t, they often seed like enemies. Yun Ge seed too indifferent to him, rejecting him, unwilling to accept his kindness. Even his care sotis seed superfluous to Yun Ge.
But, if she truly didn’t love him, truly had no feelings for him, then occasionally, when he looked directly into Yun Ge’s eyes, he saw traces of tenderness.
She wasn’t completely heartless towards him.
She was quite a passive woman, a difficult woman, and also one who was hard to easily fall in love with a man. After all this entanglent, if it weren’t for the occasional hints of emotion in her eyes supporting him, he might have given up long ago.
Fengsu exhaled deeply, "No rush, after all, we have plenty of ti."
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