Miao Qing’s mories of her childhood are not very clear. Perhaps people are just like this? When we’re too young, so experiences gradually fade from mory with the passage of ti.
Her earliest mory originates from a dark little room. She lost her mother at birth; she was born in the Miao Tribe on Dajin’s side.
Her father had an extre preference for males, and it was said she once had an older brother. Her mother died in childbirth, and she was ignored, locked in a dark little room. At that ti, she was very, very young and often went hungry. Only one of the servants occasionally brought her food, and if the servant forgot, she would have to endure hunger.
It was heard that because her birth mother’s status was lowly, she had used so ans to climb into her father’s bed, which her father considered a disgrace. Dajin and Dayuan are different; on Dajin’s side, it was won who bore children.
Her birth mother thought she could rise in status through her child, but who would have thought her life would be so short, dying too early, and her father also regarded her as a disgrace.
Until later, her brother, also her father’s legitimate son, was killed by the Gu Insect during Gu Refinent. And unfortunately, an accident impaired her father’s fertility. At that point, her father thought of her, rembered that public opinion had prevented him from killing his own daughter, from eliminating this disgrace, so he had no choice but to care for her like a dog, locking her in a small dark room for several years.
At that ti, she found everything in the world so novel. But after stepping out of the small dark room, what awaited her was not only the sunshine of the outside world but strict and severe scoldings and curses. She rarely spoke; her childhood experiences made her withdrawn. She neither cried nor laughed, and her father did not like her, but he valued bloodlines. She was her father’s only descendant, the only one who could inherit his legacy.
Her father’s temper beca increasingly worse until the elder sister appeared.
Her father gradually fell in love with that woman, but the elder sister’s heart belonged to another. To get rid of the romantic rival, her father secretly hard the man the elder sister loved, causing him to die in the desert sands. Later, to further control the elder sister, he used the Mind-Bewitching Gu on her.
The elder sister studied witchcraft and had a very special constitution that could not be affected or controlled by the Gu Insect. But she kept a low profile until she mastered her skills and then obliterated the father in one fell swoop.
She knew her father was not a good person, and she knew she was not a good person either.
Influenced by her father, she had no reverence for life. To her, apart from herself, no one else mattered. If they were killed, they were killed. Who would make such a fuss about it?
Humans are dangerous.
Gu Insects are adorable.
She didn’t like humans because they would imprison her, beat her, scold her, humiliate her, despise her... just like her father. All her harm ca from her now-deceased father.
So she was wilful and capricious. After her father died, her personality gradually changed. She was no longer silent, began to smile, to speak, appearing like a normal person on the surface, but at her core, she remained indifferent.
She never believed anyone would be genuinely kind to her.
After her father’s funeral, she t Da Hua, who held special significance for her. But perhaps she was just too lonely and wanted to find herself a companion. And humans were all too bad, just like she herself was human and she was also very bad, so animals were simpler. Da Hua, this chicken, was also simple, only flapping its wings and clucking.
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