The Hero Took Everything from Me, So I Partied with the Hero’s Mother! Chapter 164: Enjoy the Moment

Protagonist's POV

Lifespan...

Certainly, the lifespan of the human race in this world is between 50 and 60 years.

And 500 years is too long.

But as a Yellow Dragon, I don't think it's that long.

Is this what it ans to change races?

I hadn't thought about it.

In fact, my old ideal was to die before everyone else.

Maybe so people would disagree with that for soone so young, but that's what I've been thinking ever since my parents died.

'Mom, don't leave behind.'

'Dad, don't leave alone.'

I rember crying and screaming.

My parents were dying... and I was so sad to see them go.

So, if I had a choice, I wanted to be on the side of the dying, not on the sending-off side.

But then, I don't want to die.

If I have to choose one or the other.

But now that I have beco a divine god, I have beco an immortal being.

Now I have no choice but to be the one to see them off.

My beloved wives, my childhood friend, my best friend... will my heart be able to bear the parting?

Probably not.

Anyway, ordinary human beings have to say goodbye to their loved ones... but as a dependent of Bauer-sama, the ruler of the underworld, I can see them all even in the afterlife, in the afterlife, so the complete farewell will be a long ti in the future.

Even Bauer-sama cannot remove other beings from the circle of reincarnation, so the real goodbye will co in a few hundred years.

However, even if their souls do not perish, their mories cannot be carried over... so everyone who has been reincarnated is not 'everyone now'.

There will co a day when everyone in the village, everyone who has ever known , will be a different person. And so—

'I'm going to miss them.'

I wonder how it happened?

'I wonder why I can't die.'

So people want to live, even though they die of illness.

So people also want to live and are fighting to stay alive, even if only a little.

I understand that.

But I never thought that 'I'm the only one who won't die' would make so lonely and sad just thinking about it.

This is a very extravagant trouble.

Even if I know that.

But I'm still lonely and sad.

"Ceres-kun."

"Ceres..."

"Ceres-san."

"Ceres-chan."

They were looking at anxiously.

"What's wrong, everyone?"

"Ceres-kun, you're crying! What's wrong?"

It's nothing...

"Ceres... is sothing bothering you? I'm here to help you."

No, it's really nothing.

"Ceres-san, were you having a sad dream?"

I said it's nothing.

"Ceres-chan, shall I put you on my lap like we used to do?"

It's okay.

"Don't worry, everyone, it was just a sad dream."

""""Really? (Are you okay?)""""

Co to think of it, aren't we just newlyweds who just got married?

It's silly to think about 500 years from now.

"For the ti being, let's just play around and not think about anything for a while! I an, I've been busy for a while now..."

It's foolish to think about the future.

For now, enjoy the mont.

That's all that matters.