You still cannot see it.
Being a thinking being... is a blessing difficult to grasp.
We are unique predators, and yet our greatest battle is not against others, but against ourselves.
Our reasoning is complex.
We think, we doubt, we fear... and yet we move forward.
We seek help because we understand that loneliness destroys us.
We love, because in doing so we find purpose.
And we are even capable of giving our lives for another.
We continue to fight for sothing that, at tis, we cannot even na.
And curiously, that is what sets us apart: the ability to keep going even when we do not understand why.
Perhaps that is part of a plan.
Yes... isn’t that so? Doesn’t everyone fight until the end?
It is as if we were born with a single purpose:
’To be victorious.’
And a young being...?
When do they understand this?
Not at birth, nor as they grow.
Is it when sothing is missing? When they desire sothing?
So what do they do? They search for it.
And when they don’t get it, they suffer.
When they suffer, they beco obsessed.
And that obsession... is what drives them to achieve it.
So what?
What happens when we achieve it? Are we happy? Satisfied? Do we end our lives?
No!
We always want more.
Even if we have everything, we search, we search for whatever we are missing.
That reveals the truth:
Desire does not exist to be fulfilled, but to propel us forward.
And that alone is enough.
That alone is enough to fight to the end, to overco others, and to take everything we can.
That’s what life is: motion born from emptiness.
A war fought not for victory, but for survival.
And for that, we should be grateful: we were born with the privilege of being thinking beings.
We were born under the plan to be victors, to fight to the end, with a single, simple purpose...
’I will win.’
But...
There will always be another.
One who will watch in silence, listen, observe again; one with the sa purpose as you... and when he is certain, he will say:
’I will defeat you.’
..
Hey... tell , which one are you?
The answer? The answer is yours alone.
Is it obvious? Yes, but it may not be the answer,
maybe it’s all just nonsense and there’s no answer to begin with....hahaha~
What’s funny? Haha~, maybe the answer I co up with.
I wonder... what will you and I be like in the first scenario I saw?
Is that my face?
Is that my—
I just want to rest...
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"Huaaahhh~... huh?"
I woke up confused; for so reason, the first thing I did was let out a heavy sigh, as if I had been holding my breath for a long ti.
"I feel like..."
Yes, I felt like I had dread sothing, but I only rember the confusing ending that I didn’t understand. Did I see several versions or reflections of myself, or was it sothing else? I feel like I’m on the verge of rembering, but as always, my mories are fleeting, and when I feel like I rember sothing, it just slips away.
’Anyway, there’s no point in thinking about it. Maybe I dread that Aurora strangled with her thighs and that’s why I couldn’t breathe... Oh! It’s still dark. Well, I’ll sleep a little longer.’
I opened my eyes, but everything was just black, and I was still a little sleepy, so I closed my eyes again and let myself be overco by drowsiness.
’I feel like...’
Yes, I really felt like sothing was missing, sothing I hadn’t felt in a long ti, that feeling of...
’Oh, here it is.’
Yes, that was it: that feeling I hadn’t felt in a while, that feeling of comfort and fulfillnt that I was missing; I finally felt it.
’I want more.’
But I felt like I wanted more of that addictive and comfortable feeling. Not having had it for so long made crave it intensely, and even when I had it close to my body, I felt like it could still be improved, it was never enough.
’Huh? Oh, that’s a good idea!’
I felt as if soone had given a good idea to intensify that feeling.
Two heads are better than one, so I took the idea to make that feeling even more intense and adjusted it into the right position.
All that movent cleared my mind a little, and when I touched it, I noticed sothing strange.
’Huh?, this size... Selene? ...hmmm, but it’s a little bigger, did it grow?’
It seed that Selene was sleeping next to today and her breasts had grown a little; that’s what I felt, weird.
Maybe all that rubbing and massaging had an effect; although it would be bad if Eira noticed; maybe she would get angry.
"Hmmm, is she wearing a robe and pants? Mmm, well, it must have been cold last night. Huehue, so it’s okay if I warm her up a little."
Yes—she was my little angel—I had to give her a little stimulation; even she might get angry if I woke her up abruptly.
So one of my hands began to rub, while my other hand began to move and remove everything that got in the way.
At the sa ti, the guy who gave the excellent idea began to erge and press against her precious place.
I felt her begin to moisten easily, which ant I was doing my job correctly.
anwhile, my other free hand crawled forward; I began to feel around, but before I reached her always fleshy lips, I felt sothing else strange...
’Hmm, there’s sothing strange, mmmm? Is there a lot of hair? ... Selene?’
I was already feeling more awake, and what’s more, Selene was the naturally hairless one in my harem — and what I felt was definitely more than just a little hair.
Finally, I opened my eyes again and saw black again—but this ti I realized it was hair.
It was hard for to believe that, even half asleep, I could confuse Elena with Selene, but it seed that even I could make mistakes; even so, I wasn’t going to change what I was going to do, since she would get angry if I woke her up abruptly, so I made sure to warm her up very well.
’Hmm, but that’s strange; Elena always takes good care of herself down there and...’
"Ah! —Mngh!"
’That voice?... Shit.’
Finally, hearing an unfamiliar moan, I ca to and quickly, in addition to the breasts, felt the entire fra, and it definitely wasn’t any of my girls, not to ntion that now that I looked closely the hair wasn’t really black.
Quickly, I removed my hands and Shenlog—who was seconds away from starting an invasion—and got up, distancing myself and finally reacting to where I was and who the person with was.
"What the hell are you doing...? Wait... yes, what the hell are you doing?"
I made sure: it wasn’t who was in her sleeping bag. With so many days of abstinence, maybe I would have crawled into her bag sleepwalking or sothing, I don’t know what I’m capable of.
But no; she was in mine. Everything indicated that I was the victim.
’No, wait, let’s see what happened yesterday...’
Just in case, I also rembered what happened yesterday. My proposal was interrupted by fight number one, which had gotten out of control, making a big ss.
That put on the ropes, as even Aeloria had shown up, and although she was far away, I had to use all my concentration on that. It was a race against ti.
The first test of the art I had been developing ended in a way I did not expect.
There were good things, such as knowing that the art had a lot of potential, or that, in addition to Quintessentia, I received a good skill from that goddess, who seed impressed with what I did.
But there were also bad things, like there was a death, and I had to use one of the remaining most powerful defensive scrolls I have, which hurt a lot to spend.
And when I finished, my desire had waned, and I never proposed anything to her. If I rember correctly, we just went to sleep like every other night, which ant that she was the problem here.
"...I... I started to feel...pain."
"Pain...?"
"Y-yes. Ever since I started to sll bad, my body... always hurts, but it stopped hurting when you purified ."
"Oh! Is that why you were crying? Wasn’t it because my purification hurt you?"
"No, your purification... did hurt, and it hurt a lot... but I was happy that that pain went away too ...everything went away."
"So the sll and the pain go hand in hand...snif, but you don’t sll bad."
Yes, I don’t think I tested with what I had in my hand, but there was indeed no bad sll.
"...Last night I only felt a little pain... but I was afraid it would co back... so I ca closer to you for help... Hm. But when I got close to you, I felt it going away, and when I touched you, it went away completely... and-and you slled good, and without realizing it..."
"Don’t tell you got in by accident; rather, how the hell did I not sense you?"
I’m always on high alert; her coming closer ant she evaded my senses. Either that, or I subconsciously don’t see her as a threat, like girls...
"Oh! The contract I made her sign also prevents her from doing anything bad to ; I think that was it, and maybe because she reminds of how timid Silvia is, I let my guard down even more."
Well, when I thought about why, I understood why she didn’t wake up and why it took so long to realize it was her.
"But sll? Well, it’s true that I haven’t bathed.’
There’s no facility here, so it’s true that I haven’t done so in days, and maybe her sll rubbed off on .
I looked around, and although there were already people awake, there wasn’t much activity in our vicinity.
It seems that no one wanted to get close enough to discover that she no longer slled bad, so I took advantage of that.
Click!.
"Ah, it’s gone... ah, it’s back."
"You have a good sense of sll; I thought it would be dead with how slly you were."
I must have little natural scent; for starters, my blessing ans I don’t sll bad no matter what I do, and I also cast purifications from ti to ti, so no perfu or scent sticks to for long.
She’s obviously slling in my natural state, and I shouldn’t sll like anything, but it seems she can. Even Lily has a hard ti with it.
’Hmm, but more importantly... isn’t she going to say anything about what just happened? Is she okay with it? So, what I thought yesterday wouldn’t be bad—even though it was a mistake, I got turned on and so did she—ah, wait, this situation reminds —’
Aside from the fact that she got into my sleeping bag, she didn’t seem to mind my near-assault, but I actually rembered sothing similar happening to before, which led to think of a possibility... .
’If she’s like Silvia, then...’
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Na: Ophelia lusane
Race: Demi-human (Nidrĭc)
Rank: Supre Transcendence
Gender: Female
Statistics:
Strength: 305
Mana: 665
Agility: 286
Defense: 486
Vitality: 656
Skills:
Venefic Tenacity (Ω)
Venomous Body (S)
Venom Affinity (S)
Toxic Symbiosis (A)
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