Arc 9, Chapter 6 – "Departure"
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――With those blue eyes, they ca to witness nurous choices.
Born from an empty, barren space, that ego was drawn towards a splendent light. Basking in that warmth, it slowly began to outline the shape of its own form.
Initially pushed aside, an innate tenderness prevented them from being kept away, and gradually, their presence ca to be tolerated.
Before long, rather than being rely tolerated, a hand was proactively extended to them. Now recognized as a new being, they were bestowed with a new na.
Rejection and compromise, conflict and acceptance, trust and reliance, then permission and forgiveness――.
He ca to make nurous choices.
Countless choices, innurable choices, limitless choices, each were a product of his very own will. And sotis from up close, sotis from far away, sotis transcending all physical and spiritual distances, they bore witness to it all.
Not all of those choices, however, led him to the place of his longing.
Even then, he did everything in his power in order to continue choosing.
With nothing and no one to rely on, they looked at that figure as their example. Even if the culmination of their strenuous efforts were to lead them to a sorrowful outco, they would continue moving forward.
What was so strange about admiring that likeness and way of being?
――They, too, must make their own choices.
His rejection and compromise, his conflict and acceptance, his trust and reliance, as well as his permission and forgiveness, as soone fortunate enough to have experienced those things, they wanted to walk the sa path.
Be it errors or grave mistakes, this body had committed far too many of them.
Not to mask, cover, forget, or overlook these everlasting scars, but to ensure that they would rember them.
Not for the purpose of being right, but trusting in that desire to be righteous, the very sa way he chose his path.
In order to ensure that his―― that Natsuki Subaru's decision to choose them might not beco a mistake.
???: [――Never did I expect you to be the one who had requested a conversation with .]
Not a physical, but an emotional strain was required to push that door open. On the other side, a man with raven-black hair sat at an imposing desk, sifting through a large stack of papers, and spoke those words.
With those sharp, black eyes, he too had made many choices, and it was by choosing the one path he could amongst many that he now held his current position.
All of it was the result of the man's own choices.
And thus――,
Black-Haired Man: [As you can see, I am busy. That… dium O'Connell spoke on your behalf, which is why I have taken so ti, but I cannot spare much more. If there is sothing you desire, I shall provide it if it is comnsurate with your efforts. However――]
Cutting off his words there, the man looked up from the stack of papers towards them. Many thoughts and ideas ran through the pitch-black eyes of the wise ruler.
And so, fixedly staring through the one who stood at the door, he opened his thin lips, and,
Black-Haired Man: [I have no words to offer regarding his current state. I cannot make any effort to visit him, nor should I. ――That is, unless it is what you wish for.]
Being asked that, they shook their head.
There was sothing they wanted to ask of the man in front of them, but it did not concern the one he spoke of directly.
There was most likely nothing they could do for him at that mont. The sa went for the others around him. Therefore, their reason for having co here lay sowhere else.
Certainly, he would have chosen to stand up once again.
That they ca here was in preparation for when he would stand up again.
So that when he chose to rise up, they too would be in a position to make a proper choice――,
Black-Haired Man: [Then, what is it that you desire?]
Being stared at by the man's black eyes, they t that gaze with their own blue eyes, and paused for a mont.
Most likely, within this vast Empire, those who witnessed the most of his choices were their own blue eyes, that kind girl's pale-blue eyes, and the black eyes of the man before them.
Hence, they spoke to him, who understood the weight of choice.
And――,
???: [――Uu!]
Thus, that life born from an empty ego, set forth to make a choice of her own.
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――On the day that Subaru and the rest of the Emilia Camp were to depart from the Vollachian Empire, it had been raining since morning in Vollachia, which usually had endlessly long stretches of sunny days.
Subaru: [Really, I hate the Vollachian Empire…]
Seeing the climate of the Empire, which could not even send them off in high spirits, Subaru's lips spilled that out, unable to grow accustod to this country from start to end.
But then again, though he hated the Vollachian Empire, the people he had encountered in this country had not been so bad.
Rather, that could have been called the worst aspect of the ti he had spent in this country, but――.
???: [Husband-kun, I truly am indebted to you! Please, be well in the Kingdom too!]
Subaru: [What are you saying, Flop-san? I'm the one who's indebted to you, and even now that debt continues to increase. I haven't even done a single thing to return the favor…]
Flop: [Hahaha, you mustn't say such foolish things. Just how much fortune do you think my sister and I shared thanks to the things you did for us, Husband-kun? Both dium and I have found spouses. It's a matter of great celebration!]
Saying that, Flop firmly struck his own slim chest.
While Subaru was busy losing heart, Flop had displayed his manliness by magnificently succeeding in courting Taritta, so Subaru found himself feeling a mix of surprise and respect.
Since Taritta, who originally was only attracted to good looks like her older sister, Mizelda, seed to have been chard by Flop's humanity, Subaru was glad to hear that everything had co together quite well.
Towards both Flop and Taritta, Subaru was naught but thankful.
Flop: [Husband-kun, you have my gratitude.]
Subaru: [――――]
Even so, being embraced by Flop from the front, Subaru's breath was taken away. As Subaru unconsciously tensed his body, Flop spoke in his usual tone―― no, in a voice filled with more emotion than usual,
Flop: [That day, when you appeared before and dium, carrying Wife-san as she was seated, I thought it was an unbelievably fateful encounter. And, it appears I wasn't mistaken. Under a distant sky, I'll be wishing happiness upon you and the people who are precious to you.]
Subaru: [Ah…]
Flop: [If you ever co to the Empire again, I want you to contact whenever. Conversely, if I ever happen to go to the Kingdom, I'll definitely be counting on you! I'd absolutely love to get your help!]
After letting go of Subaru's body, Flop O'Connell smiled as he always did, radiating as brightly as the rays of the midday sun.
From their very first encounter to this farewell, his presence, which had not once lost its cheerfulness, caused Subaru's heart to tremble greatly.
The first person he had t in the Vollachian Empire was the veiled Emperor, followed by the People of Shudraq, who had continued to fight alongside them across the whole journey. ――However, the people that Natsuki Subaru had been most blessed to encounter within the Vollachian Empire were undoubtedly the O'Connell siblings, Flop and dium.
He now truly felt that once again, very, very strongly――,
Subaru: [――Yeah, I'm thankful to you as well, Flop-san! I love you!]
Including his highest tier of gratitude within the Vollachian Empire, Subaru responded with a smile.
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???: […I think you should stop saying "I love you" to everyone so lightly. It makes everything you say seem frivolous.]
Subaru: [No, I don't say it to just anyone. Only to those I truly love.]
???: [Is that so? To Emilia-san and Beatrice-chan too?]
Subaru: [I tell it to Beako morning, noon, and night, but it's a little harder to say to Emilia-tan… ah, but I might've said it to Nee-sama.]
???: [Hah?]
Subaru: [Sorry, that was in the heat of the mont, but I ant it.]
With her light-blue eyes glaring sharply at him, Subaru shrank back, apologizing profusely.
Despite having just shared a tearful farewell with Flop, the sudden shift was jarring. Nonetheless, Subaru managed to keep his eyes dry, even after the emotional goodbye to his friend.
Subaru: [A man can't cry that easily… A man can only cry in front of others three tis in his life.]
???: [Is that so?]
Subaru: [Yeah, that's right… Hmm? Shouldn't you be asking what those three tis are?]
???: [Your expression seed like you were begging to be asked, which was unpleasant…]
Subaru: [Isn't that a bit too harsh!?]
Subaru raised his voice in protest at the extre statent, prompting Rem to sigh. Yet, despite this casual banter with Rem, Subaru felt a sense of relief.
For the past few days, the tension between Subaru, Rem, and their companions had been palpable, largely due to Subaru's issues. He had probably, most likely, undoubtedly caused them considerable worry, so he was determined to change his attitude and make ands through his actions moving forward.
Subaru: [How about you, Rem? Did you have a proper conversation with Katya-san?]
Rem: [I can't say it went perfectly… but yes. She said she'll send letters. I'd like to send one as well, but I'm not sure what to write.]
Subaru: [It's a letter to a friend, right? I guess maybe sothing along the lines of updating each other on your current situations, asking "How are you doing?" and stuff like that. But I've never exchanged letters with friends myself, so I'm not sure.]
Rem: [Would sothing so trivial be okay?]
Subaru: [I think so, yeah.]
Subaru answered Rem's uncertainty, brazenly imagining Katya's thoughts.
She was Todd's fiancée, and as soone who had witnessed his final monts, Subaru had not had the chance to properly sit down and talk with Katya. Even so, Katya had stayed with Rem after her kidnapping and beca her friend, and for that, Subaru felt nothing but gratitude and goodwill toward her.
Subaru believed that what Katya expected from her correspondence with Rem was not for so exciting dramatic stories to be shared.
Subaru: [What's important is the proof that you're connected, that you care about each other. I think what's crucial is conveying that even if you're not within arm's reach, you still have a place in a corner of each other's minds.]
Rem: [――――]
Subaru: [D-did that sound weird or creepy?]
Rem: [――No. For once, I actually agree with you.]
Rem slowly shook her head in response to Subaru's hesitant question. Then, with a soft smile, she continued,
Rem: [As you said, it's not sothing to be anxious about. If I were in Katya-san's position, I wouldn't expect anything special from her letters. Just knowing that her letter reached would be enough.]
Subaru: [Exactly.]
Rem's reply and nod made Subaru smile back at her and give her a thumbs-up. Although Rem ignored that gesture, she walked beside Subaru without any sign of discomfort.
Considering how their new relationship in the Empire had started, this dramatic change was nothing short of miraculous.
Subaru: [――――]
And so, having said their respective goodbyes, Subaru and Rem walked side by side toward their destination―― there too, soone awaited with whom they had to exchange farewells.
The one with whom Subaru and Rem both needed to talk was――,
Subaru: [――Spica.]
Spica: [Uau! Eu!]
Spica turned around at the call, her face lighting up as she saw them. Her golden hair, tied up behind her head to look like a tail, swayed as she fiercely sprinted toward Subaru and Rem.
Subaru spread his arms wide to catch her, ready to embrace her――,
Rem: [Whoa.]
Subaru: […Huh, you went to her?!]
Next to Subaru, who had struck out, Rem caught Spica as she leapt into her arms.
"Eu," Spica cooed, rubbing her cheek against Rem. At first, Rem was surprised, but she then smiled warmly, stroking Spica's head in response to the affectionate gesture.
Watching the two, Subaru sighed and clasped his hands behind his head.
Subaru: [You're still clinging to Rem, huh? If I did the sa thing, I'm sure I'd get a really nasty look from Rem.]
Rem: [Hah? Why are you suddenly stating the obvious?]
Subaru: [See? This is what I'm talking about! Spica, help out here!]
Spica: [Uu, uu! Au, aau!]
Subaru: [See, even Spica is giving that look… wait, is she angry at ? Spica, are you siding with Rem? I'm all alone here!]
Still clinging to Rem's waist, Spica glared sharply at Subaru. Seeing this, Subaru slumped his shoulders, and Rem was astonished, wondering what he was doing.
Subaru could not help but scratch his head and feel oddly reassured by the interaction between Rem and Spica.
Subaru: [――――]
Thinking back, the tumultuous days in the Vollachian Empire had begun with Subaru, Rem, and Spica.
Up to this point, they had walked alongside one another with a rock-paper-scissors-like power balance where Subaru was weak to Rem, Rem was weak to Spica, and Spica was weak to Subaru.
The relationship between the three of them had changed shape before they knew it, and today would mark yet another change.
After all――,
Subaru: [You don't want to be separated from Rem, do you? Why don't you forget about staying in the Empire and co back to the Kingdom with us?]
Spica: [Uu!]
Subaru: [Oh, so you've finally co around! Yeah, I agree! The Empire sucks!]
Rem: [She's shaking her head. Please don't try to twist Spica-chan's will.]
Rem glared at Subaru with narrowed eyes, making him stiffen his cheeks and go silent. Spica, resting her back against Rem, nodded vigorously with a serious look on her face.
Her expression made it clear that she had no intention of changing her mind.
It was a decision that Subaru found incredibly difficult to accept.
――Spica had decided to stay in the Vollachian Empire.
She would part ways with Subaru and the others returning to the Kingdom, remaining in the Empire to fulfill a certain duty.
This was the plan that Spica had discussed with those around her and ultimately chose as her path moving forward, during the ti when Subaru had been engrossed in the Pleiades Battalion's Sparka.
Subaru: [You want to stay in Vollachia and send all the undead revived by the Great Disaster back to Od Lagna through Star Eating… The idea itself is sothing I want to support, I truly do.]
Countless undead had been resurrected by the Witch, Sphinx, and utilized as the spearhead of the Great Disaster.
Even after the Great Disaster had ended, those who had not been destroyed had fled, yet remaining within the Empire. Spica had decided that it was her duty to completely devour every last one of those undead.
However――,
Subaru: [Unlike before, the undead can't revive infinitely anymore. Even without Star Eating, defeating them should be enough to get rid of them. You don't have to do this, Spica.]
Spica: [Aa, au. Uu! Uu, uu!]
Subaru: [Then the souls used to resurrect the dead won't return to where they belong, you say? Well… I suppose you intuitively understand that better than I do, but are you sure about this?]
Spica: [Uu!]
Subaru tried to persuade her, but Spica firmly nodded, her face showing her unshakable resolve.
They had gone through this exchange nearly ten tis already, with Subaru trying every possible approach to change Spica's mind, but he had yet to achieve the result he desired.
What frustrated Subaru was that Abel, who had been consulted about Spica's decision, took advantage of the fact that Subaru had his hands full with the Sparka and had managed to completely convince her.
Of course, even if Subaru had been consulted during his narrow-minded state, he doubted he could have engaged in a positive and constructive discussion for Spica's sake.
But still――,
Subaru: [I can't stand it… I can't stand how he always gets everything to go his way behind the scenes.]
Rem: [I don't think it's fair to make it sound like everything is Abel-san's fault. This is Spica-chan's decision, and she first consulted dium-san about it.]
Subaru: [I know! I know, but still, it's hard not to feel frustrated…!]
Rem slowly shook her head at Subaru, who could only speak from an emotional standpoint.
However, Rem's expression also could not hide the loneliness she felt, as she too, just like Subaru, had been one of those deeply involved in discussing Spica's future with her.
It might have sounded presumptuous to say this, but Spica had beco a significant part of the current Rem, whose mories had yet to return. In truth, separating from Spica was likely much harder for her than for him.
And yet――,
Rem: [Why is it okay for you and to act on our own thoughts and desires, but not for Spica-chan…? She's been worrying about us all this ti.]
Subaru: [Rem…]
Gently stroking Spica's head, Rem showed respect for the girl's significant decision.
Unlike Subaru, who could not accept it, she had already made up her mind to see Spica off properly. He admired her resolve, and he understood Rem's point of view, of course.
Subaru: [But, it's still painful…]
Even if he was told he was a poor sport, a sore loser, overprotective, ddleso, or creepy, it would not change the fact that it hurt.
Spica's decision was undeniably impressive, but if Subaru were to be honest, while he wanted the souls of the dead used in the Great Disaster to find peace, he was more concerned about not wanting Spica to do sothing dangerous.
In his currently heartbroken state of mind, Subaru wished he could put all his loved ones in a box and carry them with him everywhere.
Subaru: [But, neither Spica nor Rem would fit in my box…]
Rem: […Why are you talking about boxes all of a sudden?]
Subaru: [Boxes don't matter! What's important right now is Spica, not so boxes. Right?]
Rem: [But you're the one who talked about boxes… Abel-san is taking this matter seriously too. That's why he's going to assign the two strongest people in this country to accompany Spica-chan.]
Subaru: [But Ceci's just strong and nothing else! He'll have a bad influence on Spica's education!]
Subaru loudly insisted that Rem's rebuttal was not a valid one.
When Spica had decided to embark on a journey to hunt down the undead, Abel had suggested that she be accompanied by Cecilus Segmunt and Arakiya.
Certainly, having such powerful companions would alleviate any concerns about Spica's safety in situations where combat power would be needed.
Subaru: [But, that's all. The derits of their personalities outweigh their strengths, and it feels like Abel just pawned off a problem onto Spica.]
Rem: [You're overthinking it. Arakiya-san… the Spirit she absorbed was the source of the power to resurrect the dead. According to Abel-san, that gave her the ability to sense where the fleeing undead are hiding…]
Subaru: [I have trauma from Arakiya too! She got so many tis with her water! Ceci, who seems like he can communicate but actually can't, and Arakiya, who looks like she can't communicate and really can't… Now I'm really starting to get anxious! Spica! I can't let you beco a beast tar――]
Subaru's words were abruptly cut off.
It was because Spica, who had separated from Rem, suddenly jumped into Subaru's chest. Caught off-guard, Subaru reflexively caught her light body, and as he looked down, he saw Spica gazing up at him.
And then――,
Spica: [Uau.]
With that single word and Spica's smile, Subaru found himself unable to continue speaking.
Subaru: […Abel, that fucking bastard. He went and talked things over with Spica while I was busy. He really is a sneaky, dirty scumbag.]
Rem: [That's going too far. Let's just say he's underhanded, cunning, and has so flaws in his personality.]
Subaru: [Hey, isn't it pretty much what I just said?]
Rem: […It's not like I want to be separated from Spica-chan, either.]
Subaru complained in a weak, rasping voice filled with resentnt, and Rem, hiding the tremble in her own voice, responded.
Realizing that Rem's feelings of loneliness were being transmitted to him, Subaru swallowed his own weakness. Then, he pulled Spica closer in his arms and, hugging her tightly,
Subaru: [Listen, don't rely on Abel or Ceci. If you run into trouble, turn to dium-san and Flop-san. Let them help you write letters, too.]
Spica: [Uu.]
Subaru: [It's important to have a purpose and a goal, but don't push yourself too hard. Take it slow, at your own pace. Rushing and doing sothing reckless is the most dangerous thing. That's my golden rule.]
Spica: [Aa, uu!]
Subaru: [There's no strict deadline or fixed date for this. So, neither you nor I can say exactly when, but even so… I'll be waiting.]
Spica: [Uu uu, eau, aua, aau.]
Subaru: […You've decided how to use your power properly. I'm proud of you, Spica. ――I have to learn from you, too.]
He truly, sincerely thought so.
Spica had chosen to use the terrifying Authority of Gluttony correctly, according to her own will. Using that power, she would help heal the deep wounds inflicted upon the Empire.
This was Spica's way of breaking away from her abhorrent past, from Louis Arneb.
Spica: [――Uau!]
Subaru was not sure if his heartfelt admiration had reached her.
But, Spica quickly spun around, slipped out of Subaru's arms, and grabbing his hand, started to pull him along. Dragged by her montum, Subaru was forced to walk.
As she pulled Subaru along, Spica extended her free hand to Rem,
Spica: [Eu!]
Rem: […Yes, Spica-chan.]
Called with a smile, Rem took Spica's outstretched hand.
With Spica in the middle, holding both Subaru and Rem's hands, the three of them started walking together. ――Despite all the ti they had spent together, they had never walked like this before, side by side.
Honestly, Subaru had not thought such a thing would ever be possible. But, on this last day in the Empire, they were doing it.
Spica: [Uu!]
In high spirits, Spica swayed her body as she leaned on Subaru and Rem's hands. Over Spica's head, the gazes of Subaru and Rem t.
And then, out of nowhere, they both burst into laughter.
Subaru: [Pfft.]
Rem: [Hehe.]
Spica: [Aau, uau!]
The three of them, including Spica, laughed as they walked toward the eting place.
This, was the end of their story in the Vollachia Empire, that the three of them had started together.
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???: [――The girl in question shall part with the troubleso title of Sin Archbishop. It ought to be an adequate weight off your shoulders, too.]
Subaru: [You…]
As Subaru, who had been loading the dragon carriage with the luggage, of which there was far too little when considering the number of events that had happened since laboriously rushing all the way to the Empire, patted Patrasche's neck, His Excellency the Vollachian Emperor declared so with a self-important expression.
After taking the trouble to co out and bid him farewell, the undiminished snideness in his attitude was awe-inspiring.
Subaru: [I'm begging you now, don't imdiately get decapitated by a rebellion and let the governnt change. I'm tired of running about everywhere in order to save your ass.]
Vincent: [Fool, your efforts are no longer required. You had better return to the Kingdom at once.]
Subaru: [This bastard…]
Vincent: [There ought to be a duty you ought to fulfill. In that, you absolutely must not err.]
Subaru: [――――]
It was a snide remark that Abel spoke as naturally as he breathed, but his words were also pregnant with nuance that was not so terribly ager.
He was a bit worried about whether an Emperor who required such difficult-to-understand subtleties to be picked up on would be able to manage the Empire properly from here on out or not, but――,
Subaru: [Well, I guess you'll be fine if you have dium-san and the others.]
Having heard the prophecy of the forthcoming Great Disaster and the would-be lost Emperor, Abel had devoted his official and personal days to that purpose without sparing ti for personal affairs.
That warning had co undone, and from here on, Abel would spend his days as Vincent Vollachia, who, for the first ti, would be acting as an Emperor who was not tied down by anything, no longer spending his ti preparing for the Great Disaster.
At the outset, he might have been at a bit of a loss, but, surely, he would grow to be able to take those in his surroundings into consideration.
As proof of that――,
Vincent: [Regarding the peril on this occasion, that girl shouldered a great duty. In addition, she has promised to endeavor to clear away anguish in the Empire hereafter. ――She shall be bestowed with prestige that rivals her ill repute.]
Subaru: [――――]
Having backed Spica's decision to remain the Empire, those were Abel's true intentions.
Their story in the Empire had begun with the trio of Subaru, Rem, and Spica. ――As the first one to have intervened in that story, this was quite a characteristic way for Abel to pay Subaru back.
No matter how many words he exhausted, the fact that Spica's past self had been the Sin Archbishop of Gluttony would not change, and for that fact, there were many people who would reproach and reject her.
They could not deny people who harbored such negative emotions regarding the matter, nor was it sothing they should do.
Even so, if the individual girl known as Spica wanted to affirm her existence, to affirm that she lived, if she wanted that to take form, she had no choice but to build it up.
――No choice but to build up a great renown that exceeded her ill repute, such that Spica would be allowed to live as Spica.
Vincent: [Rember this, Natsuki Subaru. The Sword Wolves of the Sacred Vollachian Empire never forget the wounds they bear. Whether those are wounds of abhorrence, or of friendship, this remains true.]
Subaru: [Abel…]
Vincent: [If you have anything to say, have at it. You, and those who share in your path, are equal to the pack of Sword Wolves.]
Through that comnt, Subaru felt that Abel―― that Vincent Vollachia, a man who would absolutely never bow to others, nor permit the act of playing up to him, had revealed his heart of hearts.
As Subaru experienced a quiver from the very foundation of his heart at that sensation, Abel nodded,
Vincent: [It was a great service. ――Along your journey, and then from tomorrow onwards, stride forth with firm steps upon the ground.]
Subaru: […You too. Geez, I'm not gonna lend you a hand even if you fall over.]
Vincent: [Fool.]
Upon his mouth, as he spoke ill of Subaru, was present a smile that was certainly distinct from that of ridicule.
Witnessing that――,
Subaru: [――――]
Turning his back, Subaru faced the dragon carriage, and began to tread forth.
As Subaru walked with the gaze of the Emperor upon his back, Emilia and the others awaited him beside the dragon carriage. Gazing at the faces who had shown up to see them off, standing upon the path towards it, at the figures of the Pleiades Battalion who were naturally among them, Subaru slightly gulped down his breath.
Subaru: [――――]
The Sparka that had begun with Subaru's entreaty, his act of making ands to nine-hundred-and-thirty-one people; despite Subaru pleading that it had yet to be completed with the six-hundred-and-seventy-three hits that still remained, none of them had lent him an ear.
All of them were now lined up here, eting the gaze of Subaru, who was all bark and no bite――,
Subaru: [――Ah.]
――The lined-up Pleiades Battalion all raised up their arms in succession, and their brusque hands decorated Subaru's path like a hanamichi.
Understanding the intention behind that, Subaru lifted his face. So as to not let the things welling up in his eyes start to spill out, he endured, endured, endured, endured, and then――,
Subaru: [I love you, all of you!]
That which had caused Rem to get mad at him before, Subaru shouted out again as he broke out into a sprint.
With the many hands reaching out from left and right, Subaru moved to overlap his own hands. With a clap, the sound of hand striking hand rang out, and persisted ceaselessly in quick succession like the sound of rainfall.
It was not just hands clapping against hands; there were also so hands that struck Subaru's body. Being pushed and jostled and knocked about by those, those who knew Natsuki Schwartz, while likely forgetting about the six-hundred-and-seventy-three hits that remained, assisted in Subaru's Sparka.
???: [In my capacity, I have enjoyed myself quite a bit.]
Four large, bulky hands clapped him on the back.
???: [Thanks to you, the re son of a miller got to live the dream!]
With a man who was far more stout and supple than his appearance might suggest, he struck hands.
???: [Goddammit goddammit! Thank ya, Schwartz!]
Against the tail of the lizardman who cried out with trembling tongue and tears in his eyes, he bumped his fist.
???: [Never forget… we're… we're your comrades…!]
While passing each other, receiving a powerful fist to the side of his face, he clutched his jaw and nodded with a "Got it!".
And then――,
???: [――Schwartz-sama.]
Making it through after being jostled about by everybody, he proceeded to the kimono-clad girl who awaited him at the end of it all. Together with Yorna, who was likewise clad in a kimono, they had been waiting for Subaru.
Coming to a halt before those two, Subaru first locked eyes with Yorna.
Subaru: [Yorna-san, thanks for everything. Also…]
Yorna: [You do not need to give any sort of apology. The matter of that girl, is a matter between her and myself.]
Subaru: [――――]
Yorna: [Additionally, you may co visit us at any ti. For you, we shall give a warm welco.]
Seeing the mistress of the Demon City give a gentle smile, Subaru nodded deeply with a "Yeah".
Then, he once again turned to face the girl standing along with Yorna, Tanza――,
Subaru: [You called Schwartz-sama again just now, didn't you?]
Tanza: [――. For , that is the na I am most accustod to calling you by.]
Subaru: [For , too, it just doesn't feel right unless you call that.]
A smile erging on his face, Subaru crouched down before her.
Before, their gazes were at the sa height, but now their heights would not align unless he bent his knees like this. Now that they had returned to this height difference, he had wanted to speak to her with the sa line of sight.
After all, in the Empire, Tanza was Subaru's unwavering, indispensable benefactor.
Subaru: [――Next ti, without a doubt, we will not lose.]
Tanza: [――? What?]
Subaru: [That's the magic spell you cast on . Because I had that, I didn't give up.]
Blinking her large, round eyes, Tanza searched her own mories for those sa words. However, no matter how hard she searched, she would not be able to find them.
After all, the humongous debt of gratitude that Subaru would never be able to repay, no longer existed anywhere outside of Subaru.
That was fine. Whether that had occurred in this reality or not, it was fine.
That unfading gratitude and joy was certainly present within Subaru, therefore――.
Subaru: [I love you, Tanza.]
Tanza: […If you keep going in such a manner, you will most certainly regret it, Schwartz-sama.]
Subaru: [Rem told sothing similar. If there had been more ti, you two probably would've gotten along well… in exchange for that, would I die from your cold stares!?]
Tanza: [Could you not get so fired up like that, and could you not die all on your own…? Besides, I believe that your attitude of treating this like a lifeti farewell will end up strangling you later, Schwartz-sama.]
Subaru: [Hm? What's that supposed to an?]
Tanza: [You will find out before long.]
As Subaru tilted his head, Tanza would not tell him the answer.
Only, she lightly clapped her hand against Subaru's proffered one, and after contributing to the Sparka like her other comrades in the Battalion, tenderly clutching his hand with both of her own,
Tanza: [Thank you for allowing to stay in your care for a period longer than initially anticipated. Please, be of good health.]
Subaru: [That long valediction, there's a shorter way to phrase it, you know.]
Tanza: [I will not say it. Please return to your ho.]
Parting hands with the cold Tanza, Subaru wryly smiled, and used his hand to give her a pat on the head.
Subaru took the fact that she did not shake him off, and her attitude which left a bit of a mystery, as parting gifts from her.
And then――,
???: [Uu!]
Before him as he turned around, Spica was waiting for him alongside Rem in front of the dragon carriage.
He had already spoken at length about being unable to let her go. Even so, once more, he was about to try to convey his feelings of wanting to take her ho with him, but at Spica's embrace, all of that was obstructed.
Tightly hugging Spica as she pounced on him, Subaru patted her on the head, and then looking up,
Subaru: [I'm really counting on you to take care of Spica, Ceci.]
Cecilus: [Alright, Boss!]
Hearing this response from the guarantor who, though reliable, caused inexhaustible worry, Subaru ultimately perford the final high-five with him.
After doing so, he turned around.
The faces lined up there, looking over all of them, Subaru took in a large breath.
And then――,
Subaru: [May we soday et again, everyone! ――VICTORYYY!!]
Pleiades: [――VICTORYYY!!]
As Subaru thrust both of his arms to the sky and shouted that aloud, the voices of the Pleiades Battalion resounded.
At that vigor, those who did not know of the Battalion's customs were greatly perturbed, and conversely, the mbers of the Battalion laughed and cried very much; that ridiculously noisy scene unfolded.
Vincent: [――To the very end, you remain an enormous fool whose irreverence knows no bounds.]
Indeed, to the extent that the Vollachian Emperor would make a comnt, the scene of a ridiculously boisterous farewell, unfolded.
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Subaru: […I wonder if Spica will be okay. Can she manage without us?]
???: [You've been worrying nonstop, I suppose! There's no need to be so concerned, in fact! That girl is thinking much more clearly than Subaru is right now, I suppose!]
In the dragon carriage on their way back, Subaru rested his chin on his hand and stared out the window, while Beatrice, sitting on his lap, tugged at his cheek and scolded him.
Subaru pursed his lips at Beatrice's reprimand, but he could not argue back.
In fact, she was right. As Beatrice said, Spica had a more realistic outlook.
Taking her past as a Sin Archbishop seriously, Spica had taken action to shake off that infamous title. Even though it was the sin of another "her" she did not rember.
???: [You treated Spica-chan very coldly for a long ti, so she had the chance to understand her position.]
???: [Oh, I see. Although the circumstances were what they were, Barusu is still as narrow-minded as ever, even toward a girl who is so attached to him.]
Subaru: [Ugh…]
Across from them, the Oni sisters were holding hands side by side and delivering scathing remarks with their sharp tongues.
These remarks pointed out Subaru's past actions, leaving him with no room to argue. While it was heartwarming to see the sisters so in sync, it was hard for him to smile.
???: [Personally, I am reassured by her decision. In the first place, if we were to bring her with us, she would need to be locked in a box for crisis managent…]
Subaru: [Is it just , or does your box seem to serve a different purpose and feel much less comfortable than mine?]
???: [Who knows? Either way, the Empire and the Anastasia Camp are in collusion on this matter… I think this was the best possible outco.]
???: [I don't really get the complicated stuff, but if she finishes dealin' with all the zombies, she'll be able to co back from the Empire, right? If so, let's hope she gets it done quickly.]
Garfiel's straightforward attitude about looking forward to Spica's return was sothing Subaru appreciated, especially compared to Otto's strict realism.
Garfiel probably had his own feelings of dislike toward the Sin Archbishops, but――,
Garfiel: [My amazin' self also fought Captain 'n the rest of y'all 'n tried to kill ya. Like "double-dipping the Vinuere", it can be a good thing to get a second chance, right?]
Subaru: [You've got a big heart. Unlike a certain soone…]
Otto: [Let tell you, Natsuki-san and Garfiel's so-called big hearts are more like irresponsibly wide open, if you ask !]
Subaru and Garfiel bumped fists as Otto yelled in a loud voice.
It had been a while since Subaru had heard Otto's voice with such energy. Finally free from the heavy responsibility of saving the Empire, Subaru was starting to feel like his old self again.
Of course, that did not an his worries about his companions, or about being separated from Spica, had lessened in any way, but――,
???: [――We're in this together, after all.]
Emilia spoke softly to Subaru, who had narrowed his eyes in thought.
When Subaru turned toward the gentle touch of her hand, he found her soft athyst eyes looking at him with such tenderness that his chest tightened.
No one had asked Subaru.
If he was alright now, if the depression had passed, or any of the usual questions.
He was feeling down, he was hurt, and he did not know if he would ever be okay again. They understood Subaru's feelings without needing to ask.
Subaru: [Thank you, Emilia. ――For coming to save .]
Emilia: [Mhm.]
Subaru: [Thank you, everyone. ――For coming to save us.]
Subaru expressed his gratitude to Emilia and everyone else, who had crossed the border and entered the land of carnage that was the Vollachia Empire to help him and the others.
Everyone responded to Subaru's thanks in their own way――,
Subaru: [――――]
There were so things he had lost.
Things that had slipped through his fingers, disappearing into a place beyond his reach.
It was her way of life, true to herself. Never once did she, or anything else, go as Subaru or anyone else wished. Until the very end, in every possible way.
Maybe that was why, even though he had so many regrets――,
Subaru: [――Right now, I can't rember anything but your smiling face.]
He mourned her, she who had etched her fearless and prideful self into Subaru's mories.
That was Natsuki Subaru's way of mourning her; a mix of heartfelt gratitude and appreciation for the one who had spent her final monts in conversation with him.
And――,
Subaru: [――――]
While blessed with companions who stood by his side, Subaru was concerned about the other dragon carriage heading towards the Kingdom―― the camp of the late Priscilla and those who were left behind.
While Roswaal, who was riding in that carriage, was likely providing consultation regarding the future of the Barielle Domain held by Priscilla, Subaru's mind was focused on another issue.
That was――,
Subaru: [――Al.]
Al, who had been there during Priscilla's final monts, holding her until the very end.
While Subaru was engaged in Sparka and Abel was throwing himself into his work to honor his sister's mory, many tried to fill the void left by Priscilla's absence. But Al had continuously secluded himself in his room.
He had been so devastated by his loss that it seed he might simply vanish. Now, he was on his way back to the Kingdom.
The reason Al was returning to the Kingdom was――,
Al: [――Bro, I got a request. I happened to overhear sothing. About the Sage's Tower. That in the Tower, the records of the dead could be read, and there's a book I wanna read.]
Subaru: […Priscilla's Book of the Dead.]
Subaru felt conflicted. Would obtaining that Book trample upon the wishes of Priscilla, who had departed so nobly?
Yet, having witnessed Al and Priscilla's farewell and knowing the despair that followed for Al, Subaru wanted to help him.
And so――,
Subaru: [Is it okay if I ask for your help again, Shaula?]
Making the pilgrimage to that Tower at the edge of the sea of sand once more, was the only way Subaru felt he could support Al without relying on Return by Death.
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