The V-tuber Who Became Obsessed With Me Chapter 1: That one comment

I typed it without thinking.

That was the problem with late nights and too much coffee. Your filter disappears. Your hands do things your brain would normally veto and by the ti you register what you have done it’s too late and there’s no turning back now , all you have to do is wait and watch .

"You’re cute and all, but honestly, you can’t smile that hard for two hours straight. Looks exhausting."

I hit enter.

Imdiately I thought, that was unnecessary Ethan. Genuinely unnecessary.

The chat moved fast. Hundreds of ssages rolling upward in a blur of hearts and exclamation points and people spelling words wrong on purpose. My comnt disappeared in three seconds. Gone. Buried under a landslide of lumiLOVE emotes and people throwing digital money at a cartoon girl on their screens.

Good. Nobody saw it. Crisis averted. Phew! That was close .

I leaned back in my chair and took a long sip of coffee.

It was 11:48 PM on a Wednesday. I had three client mockups due by Friday and instead of sleeping like a person with functioning brain. I was watching a V-Tuber stream to decompress.

That was my life. Not glamorous. Not even interesting from the outside. Just , my apartnt, my drawing tablet and the ambient noise of soone else’s joy filling the silence I had stopped noticing was there.

The stream was Lumi♡Live.

If you spent any ti online you had seen her. Pastel everything. Pink and white avatar with these massive sparkling eyes that never stopped moving, a tiny waist and big boobs that her costu designer had clearly not been shy about. She talked fast and laughed faster and her fanbase sat at 1.3 million followers, for soone who started not too long ago that number was beyond impressive .

I had stumbled onto her stream by accident two weeks ago. A client wanted branding that appealed to a streaming audience.

Research, I told myself. Professional developnt. Exactly the kind of thing you say to yourself when you are doing sothing you do not want to admit.

Two weeks later I was still here at midnight watching her react to a fan drawing soone sent in and I had run out of professional justifications as to why I’m still here.

"Oh my gosh this is so ADORABLE!" She said in a high pitched voice.

"Chat look at this! Look at how they drew my bow!"

The chat exploded.

"lumiLOVE ! lumiLOVE ! lumiLOVE !"

I rubbed my eyes. I needed to sleep. I was going to close the stream in five minutes. I had been saying that for forty minutes and at so point i stopped keep track.

The thing about Lumi was that she was good at what she did. Genuinely good in a way that I found easier to acknowledge as a designer than as a viewer.

The pacing, the reactions, the way she made ten thousand anonymous people feel like she was talking directly to them. That was a skill. A real one. I could respect the craft without being swept up in it...yeah that was a lie also , I was completely swept up in it.

That was what the comnt was about. Observation. Professional detachnt. The smile never wavered once. Two hours in and the energy was identical to minute one, which was impressive in a technical sense and faintly unsettling in a human one. Nobody felt that good for two hours straight. Nobody smiled that hard every single day ...avatar or human .

I was already pulling up my design files, already telling myself tonight had been enough, when her voice changed.

Not dramatically. Just slightly.

"Oh," Lumi said.

Sothing about it made look back at the screen.

"Chat," she said slowly, "soone just said sothing interesting."

The chat paused. Ten thousand people collectively holding their breath. I had never seen that happen before. Not once in two weeks of watching.

"Graphic_E says I can’t smile this hard for two hours straight." Her voice was warm. Playful. The avatar’s head tilted to one side. "He thinks it looks exhausting."

My stomach dropped through the floor.

Graphic_E was my userna.

I sat up so fast my chair rolled back and slamd into the desk behind .

Thud!

She had read it. Out of thousands of ssages per minute, out of the endless rolling blur of hearts and emotes and people with too much money and too much affection, she had read mine specifically.

Now ten thousand people were looking at my na on their screens and I was sitting in my apartnt at midnight with cold coffee and three unfinished mockups feeling like I had just tripped in public and was still deciding whether to pretend it did not happen.

"Graphic_E," Lumi said again, tasting it like it ant sothing. "Hmm."

Uh..oh ! That wasn’t good .

The chat was moving differently now. People tagging . People asking who I was. A wave of question marks and laughing emotes and I could feel the weight of ten thousand people turning their attention in my direction like a spotlight I had absolutely not asked for.

"I think," Lumi continued, and her avatar turned toward the cara slowly, those big shining eyes centering with a precision that felt almost deliberate, "that Graphic_E has never seen soone who truly loves what they do."

The chat detonated.

Hearts everywhere. People typing she ate that and LUMI CLAPPED BACK and approximately one hundred variations of her emote. Her fans were delighted. Genuinely, completely delighted.

I stared at the screen.

She was still looking directly at the cara and I had the deeply irrational feeling that she was looking at specifically. Which was insane. Which was exactly the kind of thing ten thousand other people were probably feeling at this exact mont because that was the whole point of what she did.

I knew that.

It still gave chills .

"Thank you for watching, Graphic_E." A smile in her voice. Sweet. Clean. Final. "I hope you co back."

Clip!

The mont was over. She moved on. New topic, new energy, chat rolling back into its rhythm , naturally . She was already laughing at sothing else and the crowd had followed and I was already irrelevant and sohow that felt like a relief .Or so I thought ....

I sat there for a long mont doing nothing.

My coffee had gone cold. My design files were still open on the second monitor. Outside a car passed and its headlights swept across my ceiling in one slow arc and disappeared.

I closed the stream a few minutes later .

It was fine. It was nothing. A V-Tuber had read a comnt, that happened, strears engaged with chat all the ti, that was literally the job description. I had said sothing mildly snarky and she had responded with a graceful deflection and her fans had loved it and sowhere in the world ten thousand people were clipping and sharing a thirty second mont that would an nothing to anyone by morning.

I was fine.

I went to bed.

I did not check my notifications before I slept.

That part I rember clearly.

It was the last night I made that mistake.