Bai Shuilian accused herself without saying a word, even moved her hands, and with an inescapable guilt, began striking her own wounds in the waist and abdon.
"Why didn’t Shuanglu strike harder, and just send away directly? Now that Yi’er has beco like this, I wish I were dead, it’s all because I, as a mother, didn’t do well, it’s my fault, Heaven, take away, I’m willing to trade my life for my son’s well-being."
Without an agreent, she resorted to self-harm, scaring Song Zhiqing into hurriedly grabbing her hand, saying, "Look at you, just talking, and you’re cursing yourself? Stop it."
Bai Shuilian cried softly, "As the saying goes, ’hurt in the child’s body, pain in the mother’s heart,’ you didn’t give birth to Yi’er, how could you know the suffering in my heart? The so-called empathy actually doesn’t exist. He’s beco foolish, and here, I’m empty."
She beat her own chest fiercely a couple of tis.
Song Zhiqing held her tightly: "You’re speaking foolishly too, I’m his biological father, how could I not feel heartache?"
Bai Shuilian leaned into his arms: "You’re right, Shuanglu alone definitely couldn’t have done this. But she’s already dead, and within this entire mansion, there’s no one to be found who conspired with her. Sanlang, I also want to ask her, why she did this, causing harm to your two sons, who would benefit from such an act? I hate it so much!"
Song Zhiqing felt chills run all over his body.
Indeed, with one careless move, his two sons fell into this, even if he could have more children, who knows if they would be sons?
Who is so malicious as to want to cut off his lineage?
For a mont, Song Zhiqing was overwheld with conspiracy theories, several figures flashed through his mind, and the deeper he thought, the more he felt anyone could be involved.
This Pri Minister’s Mansion, who is indeed the one filled with ghosts and spirits?
Bai Shuilian felt the body she was holding beco slightly stiff, her mouth twitched, and her cries beca even more sorrowful.
After such pulling and entangling, it seed inappropriate to send Bai Shuilian to the nunnery to stay, so Song Zhiqing could only let it go, advising her to stay away from Song Ci to avoid suspicion, and then went to find Aunt Shen to talk.
When the child had an accident, Lushi didn’t co out to take care of the child, and while Bai Shuilian was recovering from her injuries, he now went to find Aunt Shen to talk whenever he had sothing or nothing, even if they didn’t engage in any such romantic affairs, just drinking tea and talking, it still cald him.
The key was Aunt Shen’s insight, which broadened his way of thinking sowhat.
Now, having heard Bai Shuilian’s words, he was exceedingly anxious, fearing that soone was out to harm his branch, and he certainly had to find soone to sort it out.
Bai Shuilian, seeing him leave, sent a maid out: "See where the master has gone." Then she called Mother Quan in to talk.
Mother Quan ca in, bowed respectfully.
Bai Shuilian waved her hand irritably, lowered her voice, and said, "The master might be suspicious, thinking Shuanglu was rely a scapegoat."
Mother Quan frowned: "Perfectly well, why bring this up?"
"I don’t know, ever since the Shen woman entered the house, he’s been sowhat hard to control," Bai Shuilian said, "Should we notify..."
Mother Quan gave her a sharp look, her voice barely a whisper: "Don’t speak recklessly, now the people watching Youyan Court are not just one group, the more you do, the more mistakes you make."
Bai Shuilian shivered, imdiately silent.
Shortly after, the maid returned to report, saying Song Zhiqing went to Moyun Hall.
Bai Shuilian waved her away, her face darkening a bit, grinding her teeth: "After all, she’s soone from the palace, truly has so skills. Mama, if this continues, no telling if he’ll be won over by her."
Mother Quan looked at her askance: "So you should take good care of your health quickly."
Bai Shuilian stiffened slightly, her white teeth biting gently on her lower lip.
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