The two stood at the doorway for quite a while.
Su Yan didn’t speak, and Ji Yan remained silent as well.
Just standing there.
After a long ti, Ji Yan lifted his head.
He looked at Su Yan who had yet to make a sound, swallowing hard.
His lips quivered, and after a long while, he slowly said,
"You said, I could co and find you."
She looked at him, for a very, very long ti.
"Co in first."
With that, she reached out and took hold of Ji Yan’s hand.
His hand was very cold.
But the person who used to comply now resisted for the first ti.
He stood there, not following Su Yan inside.
His dark pupils stubbornly fixed on Su Yan.
After a while, she spoke,
"Is there sothing you want to tell ?"
Su Yan’s voice was as calm as usual.
Ji Yan pursed his lips, his gaze lowered, his eyelashes trembling, and that mole under his eye beca especially mournful with his expression.
After a long while, Ji Yan’s lips moved,
"Do you, perhaps, not want to co?"
Su Yan gripped his hand tighter, gradually increasing the pressure.
She is the Main God, accustod to life and death, has witnessed the ugliest evils of the human heart, perhaps due to the long passage of ti, or maybe she was always sowhat insensitive.
Heart-wrenching pain, laughter and curses, they all seed so distant from her.
She doesn’t have monts of despair, nor does she feel hopes erge.
It had always been like this.
One can’t judge as good or bad, just as you can’t say whether water tastes good or bad, right?
But every ti she encountered him, things were different.
Just like now, she didn’t understand why, but she felt slightly angry.
Doctor Zhang had said that he couldn’t handle agitation and asked her to be gentler.
But the mont Su Yan saw Ji Yan standing in front of the door,
Looking at his fragile and pale piteousness, hesitant and unsure,
A sour and stifled feeling erged in her heart.
That indescribable emotion instantly spread.
So much so that the always composed Su Yan, for the first ti, uttered such words,
"If you think I don’t want you to co, why do you still co? Are you doing this on purpose?"
As soon as she said it, Su Yan closed her eyes, seemingly surprised by her own words.
And Ji Yan, almost instantaneously, froze on the spot.
His body trembled slightly, his complexion paler than before, with hesitation, unease, and loss all blending in his dark eyes.
"I, I..."
His hoarse voice began, seemingly unable to quickly organize his thoughts into words.
Su Yan looked at him, and after a long mont,
"Bend down"
She said.
Ji Yan clutched the corner of his clothes and obediently bent over.
Su Yan moved closer, wrapped her arms around his neck, and kissed him on the lips.
His lips were very cold.
Unlike the quick kisses from before.
Su Yan extended the tip of her tongue, gently touching his lips.
This action turned Ji Yan’s ears instantly red.
He had no intention of fussing about the words Su Yan had said earlier.
And Su Yan,
Well, in her mory, her kisses had always been passive.
Even if she initiated, she never had control.
So to this point, that was all she had learned in her life.
She kissed him for a long ti.
Su Yan let go.
Her lips were flushed.
And Ji Yan, who initially looked pale and sickly, now had red-tinted ears and lips.
It actually looked like he had better color than before, giving him a lively appearance.
Ji Yan seed even more at a loss than before.
Su Yan pulled him towards the house.
Finally, she managed to get him to move.
He obediently followed Su Yan inside.
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