Xiao Gu Ze really hasn’t seen his mother for such a long ti, now that he sees her, he feels so aggrieved he can’t hold back, holding on and unwilling to let go!
"Alright, alright, whatever little bun says is right!" In the end, Gu Changsheng gave in, allowing Xiao Gu Ze to hold on like this.
To be honest, Gu Changsheng feels guilty toward Xiao Gu Ze. All this ti, she’s been running around without much ti to spend with her child, and now the child’s reliance on her is because of the lack of companionship she provided!
This is her personal reason, and she must admit it!
"Mother, are you leaving again? Great-grandfather said they brought back grandmother’s shadow, and you would never leave again, is that true? Are they lying to ?" Lying in Gu Changsheng’s embrace, Xiao Gu Ze cautiously asked.
Once, he was the boy who always talked about his mother, now he’s a young lad, yet his dependence on his mother hasn’t changed at all.
"They aren’t lying to you, this ti mother will not leave again." Hearing this, Gu Changsheng felt bittersweet, quickly responding.
The venerable mother’s shadow has been brought back, and soon she will revive her venerable mother and esteed father, so what reason does she have to leave?
In fact, Gu Changsheng is still underestimating herself...
Considering her restless nature, it would be strange if she could obediently stay at ho!
Especially when the Southern Country has a bunch of subjects waiting for her to rightfully be queen...
So not long after, Gu Changsheng felt the sting of her broken promise because she skipped work!
Of course, that’s a story for another ti...
At this mont, Gu Changsheng and her son were enjoying the rare ti together, temporarily not wanting to think about anything else until dusk arrived at the Western Mountain, when Gu Changsheng finally couldn’t resist letting go of Xiao Gu Ze in her arms and said hesitantly, "I should go see your grandmother..."
That person she’s been obsessed with for so long...
The one she hasn’t t in three lifetis...
Gu Changsheng’s feelings toward her venerable mother are very complex...
Wanting to see her because she has never seen her—people tend to obsess over things they’ve never had. Moreover, because of her venerable mother, Gu Changsheng has undergone so many turmoils, so she has longing, grievances, obsessions...
The complex emotions left Gu Changsheng not knowing what expression to have, but eting what must be t, right?
Blindly escaping solves nothing.
"What’s wrong, are you scared?" Zhou Mu saw Gu Changsheng stopped at the palace entrance, reluctant to open the door, and softly asked with a raised corner of his lips.
"Scared? Joke! In Gu Changsheng’s life, there’s no such word as fear!" Upon hearing this, Gu Changsheng imdiately responded, then lifted her head, puffed out her chest, and valiantly opened the palace doors, barging in headfirst...
"..." Seeing this, Zhou Mu couldn’t help but lower his head and chuckle.
This woman of mine...
No matter when, she’s always so fierce!
But it’s good like this; he just likes her fierce like this, doesn’t he?
Within the grand hall, a strange silence...
"Changsheng... Changsheng... Changsheng..."
From afar, a incessant muttering echoing...
The voice, ancient and tiless...
As if traversing through endless ti and space, reached her ears...
At the mont that Gu Changsheng heard the voice, she imdiately froze...
Such...
Such a familiar voice...
Just like the voice in her dreams every ti she reminisces at midnight...
As if from birth till now, every night, she’d hear soone sincerely calling her na, but after waking, it all faded into nothingness...
Gu Changsheng blankly lifted her head, looking toward the source of the voice...
There stood a shadow...
A hazy figure, with its back toward her...
The intermittent calling ca from that figure...
Gu Changsheng took a deep breath...
She always knew she and her venerable mother looked very much alike, almost identical in a way...
Yet, here her venerable mother stood right before her eyes, but inexplicably, she was scared to step forward...
Lifted feet, withdrawing then stepping forward, stepping then withdrawing, repeating over and over...
But, Gu Changsheng ultimately couldn’t step forward...
"..." Zhou Mu saw this, ca forward, reached out, and grabbed Gu Changsheng’s hand.
The warmth from his fingertips made Gu Changsheng seem to suddenly gain strength...
Looking up at her evildoer, Gu Changsheng’s mouth tightened, her expression stern...
"Go on, you’ve been waiting for this mont, haven’t you?" Zhou Mu raised his hand, gently stroking Gu Changsheng’s hair, softly comforting her.
"...Alright!" Hearing this, Gu Changsheng nodded, returning the grip on Zhou Mu’s hand, lifting her foot and walking forward step by step...
Gu Changsheng’s pace was slow...
As if each step drained all her strength...
If you haven’t experienced this hosick fear, you’ll never understand the unease within it.
Gu Changsheng’s mood at this mont was uneasy...
"Changsheng... Changsheng... Changsheng..."
The heartfelt calling ahead persisted...
As if it had never ceased...
"Mother... Venerable Mother?"
Gu Changsheng stood a zhang behind the shadow, holding Zhou Mu, softly calling out.
Venerable Mother...
Mother...
In her previous life, her mother passed away young, she always thought it was an accident, later she realized, it was all sched by her own mother...
This life, searching and seeking, she discovered even her own existence was pre-designed by her mother, in that mont, Gu Changsheng’s heart was hurt...
Then she crossed mountains and rivers, traveled through ti and space, just to find this shadow before her...
Now, at the mont she uttered "Venerable Mother," Gu Changsheng suddenly felt a sense of relief...
What resentnt, what hatred...
It’s all nothing!
The feeling of blood ties is quite strange...
At this mont, Gu Changsheng only wanted to embrace this person, to feel her warmth...
"Changsheng... Changsheng... Changsheng..."
Upon hearing Gu Changsheng’s voice, the shadow up front paused slightly, then continued softly calling Changsheng’s na...
"Changsheng... Changsheng... Changsheng..."
Seeing this, Gu Changsheng couldn’t quite believe it, lifting her head again, softly calling out, "Venerable Mother?"
"Changsheng... Changsheng..."
The response was the sa continued calling...
This ti, Gu Changsheng could no longer care about the hosick fear, rushing in front of her venerable mother, reaching out to grab the person’s arm...
But...
What she grabbed was nothingness...
Gu Changsheng, "..."
She had forgotten, her venerable mother...
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