He is an accidental gust of wind passing through the corridor, yet it alone causes a mountain flood.
Su Weiyi always felt that her affection was dirty, shaful, and perhaps even childish.
Because she was still young, perhaps simply because for more than ten years of her life, he had been there with her, so she mistook that habit for liking.
Although this possibility is minimal, what if?
After all, she is still young, after all, she is not mature enough.
Maybe soday in the future, when she looks back at herself today, she will find that her thoughts back then, her forr self, were too raw, too naive.
But still, even when her mind went blank, even when her whole body stiffened, Su Weiyi clearly knew that when Sheng Yanxiao kissed her, her heart felt sweet, very sweet.
Always, her liking, her feelings brought her only bitterness, but at that mont, she truly felt the sweetness that loving soone brings.
Su Weiyi took a deep breath, she knew it was wrong, she knew it went against morals, but the boy she liked actually shared the sa feelings as her.
Putting aside all that, it’s joyful, it’s exciting.
The road ahead is shrouded in thick fog, but at this mont, her heart is radiant.
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On the other side of the wall, Sheng Yanxiao stood by the window as well, the boy’s dark eyes quietly watching the moonlight outside.
His hand touched his lips, realizing the difference in feeling between a man’s lips and a woman’s. Sheng Yanxiao licked his own lips, not feeling much, but when kissing Su Weiyi, why did it taste so sweet?
The corners of his mouth involuntarily lifted; everything now exceeded his expectations.
Last night, when he saw soone else sending Su Weiyi back, when he saw her holding a huge bouquet, when he watched them embrace in the night, Sheng Yanxiao only felt his blood rushing into his brain.
All restraint and forbearing, all plans, all tools for efficiency, damn them all.
How can soone else hold his person?
And how can she allow others to hold her?
A strong sense of possessiveness exploded in the boy’s mind, and so he pressed her against the trunk, so he lowered his head and kissed her, so he uttered words whose aning even he didn’t understand.
Sheng Yanxiao was childish, so upon noticing her avoiding him, he jumped around to make his presence known.
But Sheng Yanxiao was also mature, he knew now was absolutely not the ti to reveal everything.
However, Si Nian was right; once Su Weiyi goes to college, she will have a boyfriend, and he would be beyond reach.
This possibility, he hadn’t even found a solution yet, only to see her embraced by another man that evening.
The fire of jealousy burned his reason to ashes, so he revealed everything with a kiss.
Sheng Yanxiao’s maturity lay in not regretting what had happened; he would only keep moving forward based on what had already happened, unwaveringly moving forward.
He did not reveal all because he was afraid of scaring her, because he was still young, because he was not yet capable of supporting the sky for her.
But since everything had been revealed, he had to continue moving forward.
The awkwardness was inevitable, which was why he chose temporary avoidance when he saw her at noon today, to avoid eting her gaze.
But after a brief avoidance, he still clearly knew what he had to do.
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