Edie was still mad at him. She gave him the food container and said, "I am not good at cooking. If you don’t like it, go ho now."
"I know you are not good at cooking. It might taste awful. But I am willing to eat them up."
If he expressed what he thought in a different way, Edie might imdiately be moved by his love. But now, when Edie heard these words, she wished she could throw Stuart onto the wall.
She wished he could shut up imdiately.
When Edie was about to eat her lunch, Stuart stopped her imdiately. He said that the food was cold now. It would be bad for her health.
When it ca to this thing, Stuart really insisted. Even though he knew Edie was still angry with him, he still insisted.
Because it was related to Edie’s health, he would never make any concession.
Edie had no other choice but to share food with him.
Edie didn’t eat too much. Food was enough for them.
In the afternoon, Edie sorted out all paper materials and got free ti to do so reading.
Stuart looked exhausted. He laid against the chair and fell into sleep.
Looking at Stuart, Edie imdiately took the sketchpad up.
Actually, she was bad at painting. But she really wanted to draw Stuart at the mont down. She wanted to paint him on the paper by herself rather than with the help of her cara.
It was easy to outline Stuart’s outline because his face was quite deep. At the mont, he leaned his head against the chair back, showing three fourth of his face towards Edie. It was the best posture for a newbie in painting.
It has been quite a long ti since Edie took a close look at him last ti. She wanted to seize the mont to take a close look at him right now.
Though, she kept reminding herself that she stared at him so closely just to paint him.
It seed that....he lost so weight.
His eyes turned deeper now.
It seed that his skin got darker.
Though he fell into sleep now, he still frowned, as if he was having a nightmare right now.
His long eyes were closed tightly. The thick, long curly eyelashes cast a silhouette like a curtain. She could even imagine his black eyes like the sky filled with stars and oceans under the moon when he opened his eyes.
Edie loved his eyes and his lips. Those looked all special for her. His eyes looked so indifferent and sharp.
His lips were so thin, light rose. He always pressed his lips. That made his lips look cold and tough. It made him look so cold and isolated.
Most people with these lips were sort of fickle. But it seed that Stuart was different.
During those two months, when Stuart disappeared, Edie was so confused. Perhaps it was the appearance of Marina that made her feel anxious. Edie suddenly realized that she never knew Stuart.
Though Stuart only disappeared for only two months, Edie felt Stuart was so strange for her now.
She suddenly could not be sure about those vows he made to her. She was really worried that Stuart might leave her again. He might not co to her again.
She was so sad. She was not sure about whether she preferred Stuart could die in that explosion or now.
Before that explosion, Edie was sure that Stuart loved her deeply. But now she was not sure about anything.
She thought there must be sothing wrong about her. She wanted to adjust herself for a while to try to trust Stuart again. But before she was ready, Stuart ca here. She was so peaceful before. But when Stuart showed up in front of her, she beca a ss again.
Her mind...
Was in a ss now. She felt she could not calm herself down again. She was lost.
As Edie was imrsed in her confusion, Stuart suddenly talked in his dream.
"Edie, don’t divorce . Don’t leave ."
Hearing these words, Edie’s heart trembled.
He was dreaming of her. Was she leaving in his dream?
Stuart could not open his eyes. It seed that his nightmare trapped him. Edie was freaked out. She imdiately padded on his shoulder, nervously.
When she stretched her hands, the man imdiately held her hands with his big warm hands.
The next mont, she fell into the man’s arms.
Edie was freaked out. She imdiately closed her eyes.
Till she sat stably on the man’s thigh, she opened her eyes, touching the man’s deep, profound eyes.
She saw he was still in sleep just now. Why did his eyes look so bright now? Did he really fall into sleep just now?
Suddenly Edie realized sothing. She got angrier.
"You faked the nightmare. You lie to ."
"No," Stuart said in an indifferent voice and explained to Edie in a clear voice, "I had a nightmare. You wanted to divorce and took Laty to another place where I could never find you. You are so determined. I want to stop you. But you disappeared so quickly that I could not catch up with you no matter how fast I ran to you."
"But when you approach just now, I suddenly realized it was nothing more than a nightmare. Therefore, I beco sober imdiately. Because I realize you in real-world would never be that an to ."
Stuart sounded so proud as if he knew her better than herself.
Hearing these words, Edie frowned slightly and said in an unsatisfied voice, "Why are you so sure about that? Maybe your dream is true. I would be so an to you."
"No, you would not."
Stuart raised a warm smile at the corner of the mouth and fixed his gentle eyes on Edie.
He moved the hair on her forehead away carefully and said, "you are such a kind and gentle girl. You would never do that kind of thing. The most important point is..."
"You love ."
Stuart said these three words slowly, like the sound of the bell. Hearing these words, Edie froze.
Her heart was trembling harder. She got into a panic.
She got rid of Stuart and said, "Don’t be so sure, as if I was bound to be with you. Actually, I don’t love you so much."
"All right then. Let love you."
"I never win. It is you that win in this relationship."
Stuart said in a hoarse and sexy voice as if he was promising to her that he would accept all her temper and bad habits.
As always.
Hearing these words, Edie suddenly wanted to burst into tears.
But she forced herself to hold those tears back.
She clenched her tears tightly and forced herself to calm down, "We need to think about our relationship for a while. Both of us need ti. You know you need it."
"I don’t need ti. I am always so sure about this," Stuart said word by word. His voice sounded really powerful, "I know you are really pissed off because I disappeared for two months because of Marina. I don’t want you to be upset. It is my fault. But I never do anything cheating on you."
"I don’t an that. I am not confident enough now, understand?" Edie took a deep breath and gathered all courage to tell him what she thought these days.
"I am so scared. I am afraid I would lose you. Therefore, I want to escape from you. I am not sure whether I am strong and determined enough to stay with you. I need ti to think about this..."
"Okay, I can give you ti, no matter how long you need. But I would stay with you. It is okay, as long as you don’t push away."
Stuart walked to her and held her into his arms tightly. His movent looked so gentle.
She hangs her hands on her waist. She didn’t dare to hug him back.
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