"I’ve spent a long ti preparing these for you. Quite a romantic atmosphere. Do you want to destroy it now? How about sitting down, enjoying the mont? I haven’t eaten anything. I think you must also be hungry, right? I made it myself. Taste it."
She made a happy smile. Quite warm, warr than the candlelight.
He couldn’t help himself. His heart started trembling.
Though he knew he should be mad at her, he should teach her a lesson, and he finally held all his words back. He could not say a word hurting her.
The smile on her face cald him down completely.
She was smiling. She was smiling so happily. He didn’t want to destroy that.
However, looking at that smile, he had a feeling that everything at the mont was nothing more than a fragile dream. It would break down the next mont. It would disappear soon.
Jason didn’t say a word. He sat down on the opposite of her in silence.
"Taste my red wine. We both love wine. We should have a taste of it."
Scarlet lifted the glass and passed it to him. But Jason didn’t take it.
"What’s the date today? Why are you celebrating?" Jason fixed his eyes on her as if he could see through her soul.
Scarlet started trembling. She was scared. She was scared of things after dinner.
What was waiting for her after dinner?
Jason didn’t want to eat dinner. He wanted to know it imdiately.
If he got drunk, he might forget what she said. He might not be able to think about anything. Therefore, he refused to eat anything right now.
"Tell directly. What do you want?"
While asking her, Jason’s heart was trembling. He had a bad feeling that what happened in the following would be so terrible. He had a feeling that what Scarlet answered might be so brutal for him.
So brutal to him!
Scarlet couldn’t keep the smile anymore. The smile scattered inch by inch on her face.
The sound of the glass being placed on the table sounded clear. The dining room fell into dead silence all of a sudden
Scarlet looked peaceful at the mont, "Let’s break up?"
Broke up...
When hearing these words, Jason sneered.
"Why? Is it what you want to tell ? What the hell is this dinner?"
"Farewell dinner."
Every word is inserted into their heart, like a sharp knife.
So painful. Scarlet felt so hard to take the breath right now.
She clenched her hands rightly. Her right hands suffered extrely.
But compared with the pain in her heart, this was nothing for her.
She felt so desperate that she wanted to die imdiately.
Then, she heard the glass crashing on the ground. The red wine ford a flower on the floor. It looked gorgeous.
Jason’s face was twitched by his anger. At the mont, his eyes were filled with anger. So scary.
He put two hands on the table to support his body and leaned down towards her. He approached her, questioning her,
"Why? Tell why?"
"Because...I could not give you anything you want..."
"Don’t lie to . Don’t say those fucking excuses. I don’t care about that. I don’t want anything. I just want you. What the hell do you want? Why do you keep torturing ?" he pressed his hands on her shoulder and kept shaking her body as if he wanted to take her body apart imdiately.
But Scarlet remained really cool.
She was so calm. Jason couldn’t see any depression or sadness on her beautiful face.
The longer he looked at her, the colder he felt.
His heart gradually fell into the ice cube. He gradually loosened the girl.
He straightened up. As tall as he was, he looked so fragile at the mont.
Scarlet looked towards her, "Calm down? Let’s talk now."
Jason fell on the chair. He took the bottle of red wine and took a swallow of wine.
He was so stupid, just now. He knew she would say those words. But he refused to get him drunk. He still forced himself to stay sober. Without the wine, how could he put up with such pain?
"Go ahead. I am listening."
He said in a determined and powerful voice.
Scarlet took a deep breath and started explaining, "Indeed, you want nothing. You never force to do anything. But I could not persuade myself. I could not give you anything. I should confess to you. I could not have a baby. I would never be able to get pregnant. After I was raped, I got pregnant. I have to cut off my Fallot. So tube baby is my only option. But I am weak. I’ve checked my physical condition so many tis. I could not do this to you anymore. You deserve to have a baby."
"Then...why don’t you tell at the beginning? Why do you tell after I spent such a long ti with you after I experience all those sweetness with you? Why do you suddenly push away? Why?"
Hearing his questioning, Scarlet froze for a while.
Why...?
She hadn’t co up with the answer.
She didn’t plan this before. She was forced to do so.
Hearing no answer from her, Jason got angrier. He suddenly held the table down.
All the food was ruined.
It was not easy to maintain the relations, but it was so easy to crash it.
"Tell ."
Hearing his words, Scarlet raised her head, looking into his eyes filled with anger, "Because....I am selfish. I miss the warmth you give . So..."
Before she finished, Jason interrupted her, "You can have my warmth for a whole life. I don’t care about the baby. I’ve told you, right? I don’t want anything else. I just want you."
"But I could not do that. I planned to leave you if I still fail to have a baby after a year. So I’ve made a decision."
"We still have eleven months, right? You can leave after eleven months if you fail. It would be too late." Jason felt so embarrassed. He even made such a concession now.
In front of this woman, he was like a clown without any respect.
But she....
Remained indifferent.
"I am sorry."
Faced with his concession, Scarlet only said three words.
Sorry.
She kicked him away just with several words.
So ridiculous.
Jason walked to her step by step, squeezing her jaw with his slender beautiful hands. Then he raised a sharp ridiculing smile at the corner of his mouth.
He squeezed her jaw harder and harder.
"Scarlet, do you have a heart? Or your heart is dark, without any light. I thought your heart might be made of ice. If I take good care of you, if I warm you, it might be ward and lted for . You might fall in love with ."
"But...I am wrong. Your heart is aware. Your heart is made of steel, no matter how I warm you, you would never be able to feel it. Scarlet. How could you do this to ? Why do you decide on your own? Why do you never ask how I feel? Why would you hurt like this?"
He shouted the last sentence out, almost deafening her. She felt pain in the ear, on the jaw. She felt pain everywhere.
Especially her heart. She felt her heart was torn apart.
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