How should he be intimate with a man?
Just thinking about it makes him feel so disgusted!
Ling Yin had endured a long period of inner tornt, and at this mont, kissing while cradling his head, he wondered why this should feel disgusting at all? The feeling was so wonderful, beyond what the phrase ’sweet as honey’ could describe.
...
What kind of sentint
Makes think of you again
Those mories buried for so many years
In the season when the leaves fall
Continuously erge, continuously float
Once again softly chanting
Your na—Little Chu
Gently calling out
With blurred distant mories
Kissing your cheek
What kind of happiness is this
...
The lingering kiss plays out over the Pacific Ocean, tender and lingering.
After a long while, Hua Hua lay back in his seat with a flushed face and a racing heart, turning his head to gaze at Ling Yin.
"Do you really like , how much do you like..."
Ling Yin placed his hand on his own chest, eyes filled with strong emotions radiating from his eyes, "Listen, it beats for you."
Hua Hua felt the thumping of Ling Yin’s heart and couldn’t help but look away; his gaze was like a deep pool that could draw a person in.
In that instant, Hua Hua instinctively felt that if he didn’t look away, he would be completely absorbed by him.
However, in his mind, he couldn’t understand one question:
If you really cared so much about , why did you abandon back then?
"Hmm, I see you clearly consider as that Little Sister Chu of your mory. Let ask you, if you had to choose between and your Little Sister Chu, do you like her more, or more?"
Ling Yin lowered his eyes; this wasn’t even a question: "You are the sa person, there’s no choosing!"
Hua Hua changed expression and said, "Anyway, I am not your Little Sister Chu!"
"That’s a fact!"
"Then let ask you, if we weren’t the sa person, who would you choose between us?"
Ling Yin avoided answering this question directly; instead, he just chuckled, gripping his hand more tightly, and said with sincerity and deep affection, "I choose you! No matter if you are Little Chu or Hua Hua, I am very sure, the one I love is you, the only you."
In the past, he missed too much, but now he really wants to hold on to him tightly, be it Little Chu or Hua Hua, the person in front is who he wants, he wants to keep him by his side, to spoil and love him well.
He hopes that in the turbulent world, he can comfort his lonely heart, truly, he asks for nothing else, only this is enough.
He is confessing to him, for the first ti confessing to a man; he is far from as composed as he appears, in fact, his heart is beating violently, with nervousness...
And that kind of nervousness was entirely felt by him through Hua Hua’s palm pressed against his chest.
Hua Hua felt a bit dizzy, he opened his mouth, resisting while flustered, or maybe there was a hint of a heartbeat that even he didn’t notice.
Growing up, he had heard many confessions, yet only his words made him feel this fluttering sensation in his heart.
A bit of nervousness, a bit of trembling, a bit of excitent, a bit of... chaos!
But—
Hua Hua pursed his lips, stubbornly said, cunning man, refusing to answer his question directly: "Hum... I don’t like you at all."
Ling Yin smiled without speaking, does he really not like? Ling Yin thought, it’s clearly a contradiction between words and feelings, if not liking, why such enthusiasm recently? The attitude towards him has not been quite the sa as before!
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