"Don’t be silly." Gu Shaocheng’s eyes flickered, dodging away.
Yet, inside him, there rose threads of feelings, indescribable and unclear.
It wasn’t overwhelming joy, for he had a premonition about her choice already, which is why he brought her here early today, to explain everything, longing for her to hold his hand, swearing to never leave or forsake him.
But viewing her pale face through the monitor, at that mont he truly wished he could kill himself!
He really felt unworthy of talking about love, how could he let her endure all this with him?
Shouldn’t love be about giving this girl happiness and wellness?
Shouldn’t love be about giving her the deepest affection with all his might?
But what could he actually offer her?
A burden!
Even just now, at the crossroads, he was scheming against her, letting her make her own choice!
Hearing her inner thoughts now, he truly felt he wasn’t man enough!
Compared to her, he was really...
So despicable!
So cruel!
So shaless!
His fists, fiercely smashing into the tree stump, over and over, completely numb to the pain!
Chenxing couldn’t stand by, finally rushing over to embrace him, tightly holding onto his arms, forbidding him from hurting himself like that.
"I’m not stupid! Gu Shaocheng, I’m not stupid!
Chenxing scread loudly, clutching his hand and pressing it against her heart: "My heart is full of you, completely filled with you, how could you leave?"
"I simply can’t do it, I told you last ti, I just can’t!"
"You are so good to , in this world, there will never be another man who treats better than you, I only want you, I, Zhou Chenxing, only want you, do you understand?"
"What do you want to do?"
"Do nothing? I just want you!" she yelled loudly, wishing even heaven and earth could hear her firm resolve: "No matter what the future holds, I just want to be by your side, do you understand?"
Tears continuously stread from her eyes. "Even if there’s no future, how does it matter, if my future doesn’t involve you, I don’t care at all!"
"Such a future, to , is aningless, why would I even want it?"
"Do you rember that day, at the entrance of the Gu Family ho, you carried back into the Gu Family, then you said, the door you entered while holding was called the gates of hell, now I understand the aning of those words. But my words also remain unchanged: to , that is the gate of happiness!"
"You clearly said, from now on, in life or death, I would accompany you!"
"You said, from now onward, if you live, I live; if you die, I die! You won’t let go, nor be rciful, you told to rember your words!"
"I rember, I’ve always rembered, so please don’t be rciful, and please don’t let go... Wherever you are, I will be there! You live, I live! You die, I die! I don’t care, I don’t care about all that, I only care about you, only you..............."
She hugged him tightly, standing on her tiptoes, and her lips eagerly moved forward.
Gu Shaocheng turned his face away, dodging the kiss.
Chenxing, undeterred, tried again, only to be avoided once more.
She moved to the left, he to the right;
She chased to the right, he moved to the left;
Back and forth, several tis over.
Chenxing, already much shorter than him, struggled on her tiptoes, and now failing to reach him even after saying so much and his clear rejection, suddenly sparked an even fiercer rage within her.
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