Azief did wonder since he has the protection of fate and destiny, wouldn’t he also successfully pass through this tribulation
Wargod simply said to him
"never look at fate and destiny and think of them as your ally and friend. They are a fickle bitch. And they are very unpredictable"
Azief think about what Wargod tells him and he believe what Wargod told him.
If there is soone who knows about fate and destiny, it must be the one that got screwed by fate and destiny that knows about it the most.
"It is ti to go ho" he said as he close the curtain and walk around his room. His room is quite huge and he could walk around and even run around in it.
He walks without purpose , like pacing in a room, trying to clear his mind
In this past week, he spent ti with Will, Samara and Wargod. With Will, he kind of let go and relax himself.
With Samara, he also learns a few things about the Savi’krian. It seems whatever the intention of Samara is, she is sincere in helping Will
At least, that is how it seems to him. With these ancient beings you could not be sure until it is the last mont
They could be pretending and if they do pretend they would do a good job of doing it.
As for Wargod and him, even though they never t before today, after learning so things and after confirming so things, he believes that he could trust Wargod.
Because, Wargod and him is tied together with a string of fate.
From the mont he took that ring and wore it on his finger, he had been invisibly and inextricably linked with Wargod.
No, maybe even before then
Maybe, when the Destroyer chose him.....maybe it is since that mont.
Azief sighed.
He put all of these thought out of his mind and goes to the shower.
He take a bath and he seems to be taking his ti.
When one in the shower, especially soone like Azief, when he is just soaking inside the bath tub, he is thinking about things.
But unlike before, he did not think about those world ending events or those difficult things about the world, the galaxy and the universe
He thinks about the people in his life.
There is so thoughts about Loki.
About Sina.
And then about Katarina....and Sofia.
Years has passed for him....and years probably passed for her...but it is not that easy to erase her trace and probably he also didn’t want to erase that trace.
It would be like denying a part of himself.
There were pain.
There is hurt.
But there is also happiness.
He doesn’t know what she would think about it....but he had hoped, she also feel a bit of the happiness that he had felt.
Even though he doesn’t express it that much.....he was never that good in expressing it but he was happy.
It is a pity that the word happy alone is not enough to express the kind of happiness he felt
Even a scale of happiness that could be created to express these feelings in number would and could not accurately point out the kind of happiness he felt.
It is a subtle feeling and it is hard to describe that kind of happiness
Like the feeling of going ho after a long journey and eting soone you wanted to et, like eting an old friend, like the excitent of waiting for spring, like the scent of a favourite bread...how could one give a na to this feeling of happiness that encompass all of these feelings and more?
You can’t because mortal words are not enough to express these subtle feeling.
All these feeling could only be sumd up with the human limited language ability is "happy"
The happiness he has with Sofia is different than the happiness he has with Katarina.
Katarina is pure. She is straightforward. Everything is easy with her.
So people might think that the harder things are the worthier things. But love and affection does not always follow that kind of thing.
Easy here does not an that having her is easy. It is that feeling you get when you are with them
That makes everything feel natural and easy.
With Sofia, it is always hard.
Was it because they both care too much about each other, consider each other too much that in that process instead of understanding each other, they hurt each other?
Maybe that is the one part of the reason.
But the reason is more about why he could not open his heart.
Azief suddenly have these thoughts and it is not so random thoughts that just pooped out just because he is having a shower
Because he is going ho.
And he had to face all of these.
He had been blocking himself from seeing Sofia.
He has set so asure to make sure she is safe but as for personally going to et her, he did not do that.
The pain is still quite raw for him. Rejection is not a pleasant thing. But he also wonder why the pain is still so raw.
After many years, he is quite sure his hypothesis is true. That the stronger you beca, the more it affected your emotion. Wargod and Samara confird this for him
They both said that the energy and magic affected emotions. Because sotis the greatest magic could only be perford with great emotions. Many great magic cos from great emotion
Whether that be light magic or dark magic, it uses emotions as a guide. Great hate and great love creates great magic.
The stronger one becos in the study of magic the more their emotions is deep and pronounced.
But they also said that this enhancent of emotion is also a bit like of a punishnt by the will of the Universe.
They make the emotion strong so that it would balance the power.
Hence, why many gods soti seek their own destruction without knowing it.
Sotis even when they know that the action that they were about to take would destroy them, they could not stop doing it.
Like so kind of impulsive feeling
When he got back, there is many things he need to put to rest. And there are things that he could not just cut and could not just solve
"So things need ti to take control of it" His feeling for Sofia is quite strong. Only ti would solve it.
As for the other problem that requires his strength to solve, that is no problem at all in his eyes
Even more so after his experience in the temple. His strength has reached appoint that near reach Sovereign realm.
What problem could his strength not solve on Earth where the other highest realm in that world other than him is in Divine Comprehension
"Pandemonium is the easiest one to solve" he thought to himself.
After all, he cheated bit.
Before he goes, he did sothing to Pandemonium. In a way, it is a way to prove his thod of Creation and Destruction works.
He is ninety percent sure. That is why he let the conflict fernt and explode like it did.
"Sasha and Wang Jian" as he mutters these two nas he could not help but sighed.
It is a wonder that these two people are loyal to him yet at the sa ti, they could not trust each other
They both have loyalty towards him.
One could even say that they have extre loyalty towards him and Azief could understand why they beco like that
Sasha was once his enemies. But because of her friendship with Sina, she was entrusted to beco one of Azief most trusted minister.
She is even in charge of the Shadow Guards and then Pandemonium Intelligence Agency
Wang Jian on the other hand was betrayed by his king and was recruited by Sofia and Loki.
Azief also did not doubt him and employs him and give him military power and trusted him to do things for him
This and more made these two people feel like they owe him sothing. And that debt, that guilt added with the superior and subordinate relationship that they have made them extrely loyal towards him
However, their essence of loyalty is quite different
Wang Jian loyalty could even be said blind loyalty.
He would not serve a second master. He himself was not born like this. But Wang Jian is not smart kid when he was young.
He was in a concentration camp of the Chinese governnt with his parents. His parent was arrested because of seditious campaign against the governnt.
But considering the climate at that ti, any kind of words against the governnt could be considered seditious.
For an authoritarian governnt, the very notion of free speech is seditious.
Wang Jian probably saw his parents die in front of his eyes.
He got out in his teen and he did not have any prospect for work.
He could be considered exiles and tainted in the eyes of society.
The world treated him badly. And so, he has not sympathy for the world
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