"I know, I know that after hearing these words from , you will feel very angry in your heart, but I also know that so things can never be changed. No matter how wholeheartedly and sincerely you treat in this lifeti, my heart only belongs to her. I will not change my perception of him because of anyone’s words. I truly love him, love him so much that I could even give up my life. I once thought about how much his departure would affect , but I never imagined that his leaving would make it impossible for to live in peace for the rest of my life. All I ever wanted was for him to stay by my side and accompany , but in the end, everything turned to nothing. I don’t know why, nor do I understand why the heavens have been so unfair to !"
Zhang Zhentian heard Xia Jing’s words and burst into laughter. He couldn’t understand why the woman in front of him could still complain about the injustice of the heavens, as if the heavens had been fair to him?
"I don’t understand what right you have to complain about the unfairness of the heavens towards you. Do you really think the heavens have been fair to ? The woman I painstakingly cherished and held in my heart’s most important position is always longing for another man. How can you expect to accept that the heavens have been fair to ? I also wish the heavens could be fair to for once, that even if you could give a tiny bit of love, I wouldn’t be so angry. I’ve always hoped that my sincerity could soften your heart of stone, but no matter what price I paid or how much pain I endure, hoping only for your happiness, why do you refuse to give even a glimr of hope, extinguishing it so definitively? In your eyes, what am I? A chess piece or sothing to be replaced?
You now want the heavens to be a little fair to you, then may I ask you, can you be a little fair to , can you give a little bit of love? Why must I live in such unbearable pain? Why have you accompanied with all the hope you gave, yet never gave a place in your heart, what do you take for? What position am I in your heart? In your eyes, what am I to you? Am I rely a backup option?
Xia Jing, oh Xia Jing, I love you with unwavering loyalty, willing to pay any price for you, willing to endure all the pain, willing to be criticized and scolded by others as a man who abandoned his own son, his own father, the hundred-year legacy of his entire family, just to be with you and see you smile. Because just seeing you happy, I feel that all my sacrifices, all my abandonnts, are worthwhile. But why are you now revealing such a huge secret to ? Do you know? If you had stopped loving earlier, you could have frankly told everything, why wait so many years to tell this, it truly embarrasses and shas !
The woman whom I cherished for most of my life has never loved , all her obedience and concern for are just a facade. I am truly a failure, as a man, I am a complete failure. I have never received my woman’s genuine heart, my woman has always been deceiving , treating as a spare tire. For any man, this may be an undeniable fact he cannot accept. I truly do not understand what sin I committed in my past life to et you. Sotis I am genuinely grateful that in a past life I must have saved the galaxy to et you, but I never thought you would ultimately choose to hurt this way, your harm makes live in unbearable pain, I will never forget this my whole life, rest assured, I will not let you see the end of your marriage because I want to keep you by my side so that for the rest of your life, because of your actions, you will live in unbearable pain, I will let you know that every action must bear its equivalent price!"
"Actually, it’s okay even if you make live in unbearable pain, I don’t care anymore. For , the luckiest thing in my life was eting him. Because in a previous life, I must have saved the galaxy to make him love unconditionally, and I would even give up my life for him. Although you are very good to , although you would give up everything for , I don’t feel that way about you, I don’t have those kind of feelings for you, there was never a mont that made my heart race, so how could I genuinely love you? Everything I’ve done is just a transference of affection, deep down, I’ve always loved her. For her, I could give up everything, I can give up my dignity, my pride, everything I care about, just in exchange for a smile from him. You cannot understand what that feeling is like, but I can’t describe it to you either. Maybe one day when you truly understand, you will know what kind of feelings I had at that ti!"
"Don’t say anymore, do you think it ans anything to keep telling these things over and over again? To keep using these words to strike down, do you really find joy in verbally attacking ? I don’t want to say anything now, I don’t want this family sha to be spread. My father is a man who cares about his face, and in this lifeti, he has already lost all his face because of my actions. I cannot let him, at such an advanced age, still be ridiculed by others. I only want my father to have a peaceful year, just to let him live out his years in peace, without being struck by anyone’s affairs, I only ask for this. Rest assured, in this lifeti, we will never have the chance to recover the happy tis of before, because you don’t deserve it, you don’t deserve my love!
Perhaps I am indeed far inferior to your ex-boyfriend. I have no way to compare with her, but I can tell you to never bla the heavens for being unfair, because to everyone, they truly aren’t fair. They let you lose your most beloved, yet made treasure my most beloved at my heart’s core all these years, giving up everything of mine, only to discover that the woman I most loved doesn’t love ..."
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