Second watch.
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"How can that work?" Without even thinking, Zuo Hai rejected Ye iru’s suggestion, "If I were to abandon you now, would I still be human? Moreover, if I really had such an intention as you say, I wouldn’t have co all this way to save you."
"You can give up everything for the one you love, and I can also give up everything for the one I love. Why do I like you so much? Because we’re essentially the sa kind of people."
"Don’t worry, no matter what happens in the future, I will not regret the choice I made today. As long as you’re happy, even sacrificing my life would be worth it!"
"Zuo Hai..." For a mont, Ye iru didn’t know what to say.
"No need to persuade , and don’t feel sorry for . Being willing to let help you, willing to let stay with you in the toughest tis, makes extrely happy."
"You know, I used to look down on people who were lovesick when they were in a relationship, thought I would never do sothing so undignified."
"Now I understand, until one ets the person they truly like, they can’t comprehend what love really is. Compared to many who marry just to be married, I consider myself lucky."
"At least, in this lifeti, I t a woman I like and even helped her. That’s enough. iru, what I’m saying is my most honest thought. Believe , let stay with you, okay?"
"Sigh..." Ye iru sighed deeply, turning her gaze outside the window. "In fact, I’m a selfish person. I care more about my own thoughts and what I want to gain, and have always accepted others’ sacrifices without a qualm. But this ti, you’ve made feel extrely guilty."
"I was also pampered by my parents growing up. My grandparents were good to too. Even when they later exiled , even when they sent away this ti, it was indeed because my actions touched their bottom line."
"So, no matter how it’s said, I must admit, I’m a spoilt child. But when facing you, I realize no one has ever been so good to , no one has ever spoiled like this, not even my family can compare to you."
"Even if I have a heart of stone, I can’t ignore what you’ve done. If I had t you when I first returned to the country, I would definitely have given up my obsession and developed a good relationship with you."
"What a sha..." She sighed again, looking at Zuo Hai, "What a sha our timing was off. So, listen to , once we reach the Capital City, let go. If you don’t want to feel guilty for a lifeti, just listen to . If you like , then listen to , okay?"
"No!"
"Can’t you not be so stubborn?"
"I can’t."
"Zuo Hai!"
"Yes?"
For the first ti, Ye iru felt powerless. Indeed, as she said herself, she is actually a selfish person, not easily developing feelings for soone, not easily feeling guilty toward others, much less considering soone else’s needs. But this ti, she truly wanted to consider this man.
She approached him just to use him, although they haven’t spent much ti together, everything he did, she took notice. She sincerely hopes he could have a better future.
She knows her grandfather’s temper too well. Since he plans to send her to that place, he would never let her go easily. Now she’s escaped halfway, soon her grandfather will definitely find out, then he will certainly send people to catch her.
After that, her fate will still be being sent to that place.
As for Zuo Hai, who helped her, besides being disdained by her grandfather, he would be disliked by the Zuo family mbers. She knows Zuo Jiang’s position in the Zuo family too well. If sothing like this adds on, he might beco even less than a servant in the Zuo family.
Also, because of her, her father, who was originally set to be the family head, lost his right to be the head. She doesn’t want Zuo Hai’s father to end up with the sa result as her father.
To be honest, even she couldn’t adapt to herself considering soone else so much, but now she truly feels this way. Perhaps, this is really a heart-for-heart exchange?
She even contemplated whether to take the chance and knock Zuo Hai unconscious, then go do what she wants to do.
But then she imdiately dismissed the idea. With Zuo Hai’s character, even if she knocked him out, he would definitely co looking for her afterward. If he couldn’t find her, he would definitely look for Lin Chuxia or Zhou Mikang.
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