This is her own grudge, and she wants to resolve it herself.
Even though she knows deep down that her current situation isn’t Lin Chuxia’s fault, but she can’t calmly accept Lin Chuxia’s happiness either.
After countless hypothetical scenarios, the conclusion is always that without Lin Chuxia, she would have at least a fifty percent chance of becoming Zhou Mikang’s wife. It was Lin Chuxia who completely destroyed her dream, so she can’t bla herself for not forgiving Lin Chuxia.
"I’m very happy with you." After a prolonged silence, Zuo Hai emphasized.
Ye iru looked at him: "What exactly do you like about ?"
"Just like you, without a reason..." Zuo Hai hesitated for a mont, then said, "Actually, when you first approached , I was indeed quite proud, thinking that my excellence attracted you.
However, during our interactions, your cold and hot behavior gradually made doubt my judgnt, and then when you asked Zuo Jiang for help to get close to Lin Chuxia, I guessed the reason you were nice to .
Technically, I should be angry, but I actually felt it was very normal, not only was I not angry with you, but I also thought I should do my best to help you.
To be honest, I had a particularly good relationship with my brother, ever since we were young, I always protected him whenever possible, and he never hesitated to help .
We brothers never had any real conflicts, but this ti, because he refused to help and kept persuading to break up with you, we almost reached the point of breaking off.
I know clearly that he went to university just to give so buffer ti. Although he was admitted, he didn’t really plan to go to school. Taking the exam was just to submit an answer sheet to the elders.
Especially now, the Zuo family is in a delicate period. Between the two of us brothers, he is definitely a strong support for my dad, and my mistake combined with his departure is just adding more misery for my dad.
But even so, he didn’t change his decision. You know, this may an he can’t beco the head of the Zuo family, and our family might be suppressed by others in the future.
He always had a never-give-up personality since he was small; he should compete, but he didn’t. That ans he values our brotherly feelings above everything else.
Although I didn’t listen to him and our relationship is very tense, his intentions are clear to , and I’m especially grateful to him. But asking to leave you is absolutely impossible.
I’m telling you all this because I hope you understand that everything I do for you is completely willing, to have feelings like these makes very happy and honored.
"Letting your dad and brother lose the opportunity to beco family head does not matter?"
"Yes."
Ye iru then fell silent again.
Glancing at her through the rearview mirror, Zuo Hai said, "Actually, we are equally selfish people, we care too much about our own likes and thoughts. But, understanding is one thing, wanting to change is impossible.
No matter if you accept it or not, I just like you this way. Whether you’re using or not, I still like you this sa way. If you find a way to abandon , then what I do afterward may make you feel even more regretful.
So, if you really want what’s best for , then let accompany you in completing what you want to accomplish, and as for the future, we’ll take it one step at a ti, alright?"
"Alright." Ye iru finally nodded, smiling bitterly at the other, "It’s rare for to want to be a good person, yet you don’t appreciate it. Sigh, I feel now that my past persistence wasn’t wrong, just look at you, you’re my mirror. However, I feel like my past persistence, although not wrong, was sowhat unworthy."
"Yes, having such thoughts signifies your maturity..." Zuo Hai smiled at her, "Maybe one day we could beco a divine couple, who knows."
Ye iru smiled, her gaze turning back to the outside of the car, the weight of these feelings was really too heavy, so heavy that she almost can’t bear it, but to throw them away, she finds it unbearable, so she’ll take it one step at a ti.
Maybe Zuo Hai is right, worrying too much only makes everyone suffer, it might be better to let things happen naturally.
As for her feelings about Zhou Mikang, actually, even now, she doesn’t regret her actions too much. Back then it was her who let him down first, indeed she overdid it, so however he treats her now, it’s deserved.
Perhaps, this is what they call a fated karmic relationship...
...
Ever since Huang Suai reminded them about Zuo Jiang’s matter, the elders of the Zhou family and Zhao Yulan Lin Baohe have been particularly anxious about Chuxia. Every day when school ends, they eagerly run to the school gate to et her.
Although they know Zhou Mikang has made ticulous arrangents, and they know Chuxia is safe, they still aren’t at ease.
Chuxia, herself, doesn’t mind. She believes in Zhou Mikang’s abilities.
Moreover, she hopes this matter can be resolved quickly. Otherwise, it’s not only repetitive but always implicates others, which is really too annoying.
Of course, she also talked about this matter with Zuo Jiang, after all, Zuo Jiang is Zuo Hai’s brother. Since they’ve already talked it through before, it doesn’t hurt to talk it through more thoroughly.
Moreover, according to Zuo Jiang, Zuo Hai is considered a kind-hearted, very talented, and stubborn child, just deceived by Ye iru. If he can be brought back soon, perhaps he could beco a pillar for the country, who knows.
Who hasn’t made mistakes when they were young? There has to be a chance to make ands, right? (To be continued. If you like this work, you’re welco to go to Qidian (qidian) to vote for recomndations and monthly tickets, your support is my greatest motivation. Mobile users please visit m.qidian to read.)
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