Chapter 819
Father Zuo had long given up on his eldest son, so when his eldest son made such a decision today, he felt only a slight disappointnt, without much other emotion.
Mother Zuo, however, was different. Both sons were flesh that fell from her own body. Comparatively, she was more biased towards the eldest son, because compared to the younger son, the eldest son really lacked life skills.
Even though the eldest son had fallen for a girl whom the family disapproved of, she still held hope for the eldest. Such a kind-hearted eldest son, as long as one day he ca to realize, he would surely be her pride.
Yet unexpectedly, the eldest son suddenly made such a decision, abandoning his parents and relatives...
Unwilling to just lose the eldest son like this, Mother Zuo sent her husband and younger son out, and just stared fixedly at her eldest, her eyes full of reluctance and heartache.
Eventually, Zuo Hai couldn’t bear his mother’s gaze and lowered his head.
"Xiao Hai, lift your head, let mom take a good look at you..." Mother Zuo reached out to gently stroke her son’s fluffy head, sighed, "When you were born, you were only four and a half pounds, almost like a big rat. When the doctor brought you over, mom didn’t dare to take you, afraid of accidentally hurting you.
So things are just like this, the more urgent you are, the less things go your way. Wanting to raise you to be chubby, yet before the month was up, mom got mastitis. The doctor said it was because mom was too anxious, always thinking about expressing more milk for you to drink, in the end, making things worse.
The pain didn’t matter, but the fact that such a small you had to drink formula from then on was sothing mom couldn’t accept, mom couldn’t sleep night after night, hair falling out in clumps.
You probably felt mom’s mood, and kept crying, your body was too weak, often crying until you couldn’t breathe. But at that ti mom had no experience, thought you were crying because you were uncomfortable, and took you to the hospital. It was the doctor who told mom that mother and son are emotionally connected, you were distressed by mom.
Do you know how mom felt at that ti? Sad, moved, and annoyed; such a small you could already empathize with mom, but mom didn’t know what you needed, letting you suffer so much unnecessarily.
After returning ho, mom adjusted her mindset, and you really stopped fussing. Watching you gradually beco healthy, mom was especially happy, every mother’s feelings for her first child are different.
Mom isn’t saying this just to persuade you, mom is stating the facts. Think about it yourself; although you’re older than Xiao Jiang, when has mom been more biased towards Xiao Jiang?
Although, in most people’s eyes, your brother seems more capable, but in mom’s heart, you and Xiao Jiang are equally capable, only your strengths are different.
Because your physical condition wasn’t as good as Xiao Jiang’s, mom kept preventing you from leaving mom’s side. Your father frequently resented mom for hindering your growth, but..." Sniffing, Mother Zuo continued, "but mom just couldn’t let go, just wanted to see you all the ti.
Now, you’re leaving mom just like this, perhaps for a lifeti never to see you again. Xiao Hai, can you really be at peace with your conscience? Mom doesn’t want to stop you from loving.
If you truly like iru, mom will convince your dad and your grandparents to accept her. Promise mom, work well, wait for iru to co out, okay?"
Zuo Hai was already crying uncontrollably.
He knew, from childhood to adulthood, the one who spoiled him most was mom. Even when he and his brother were both sick, the brother had to sleep on a small bed alone, while he could sleep with mom receiving care.
Fortunately, his brother didn’t compete for affection, otherwise their brotherly relationship wouldn’t be so harmonious.
Leaving ho, leaving his parents, abandoning everything to be with Ye iru, the one he couldn’t bear to leave most was mom, and the one he felt most sorry to was also mom.
So things are just like this, rembered, but long enough, they fade away. When brought up again, all the emotions surge, and that reluctance becos even stronger.
But he also knew, if he didn’t go to iru, she wouldn’t co out, he would regret it for a lifeti, when she did co out, she definitely wouldn’t be with him.
He didn’t mind guarding her from the sidelines, as long as she was happy, but her personality determined that if she went in this ti, she would live in hatred for the rest of her life.
He loves her, but he isn’t a man without sense of right and wrong. He has already thought it through, if... if the day she cos out, she still hasn’t changed, he would accompany her in disappearing from this world.
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