Looking at the boxes of contraceptives handed to her by the clerk, Evelyn felt like her whole body was about to explode, her head buzzing loudly.
Her eyes darted around as she looked at the clerk, feeling as if those contraceptives were burning hot, sothing she didn’t dare to take.
However, if she didn’t buy the contraceptives and bring them back, she wouldn’t be able to continue with the next steps!
To hell with it!
With her head bowed as low as possible, Evelyn clutched the contraceptives to her chest, guarding them like a treasure, not allowing anyone to see.
She felt so helpless.
Why did she have to do sothing like this?
In fact, she could just say "willing" to Caden and let him buy the contraceptives, wouldn’t that be better?
But... his intention was directly to have her bear a child.
Besides, if he gets too enthusiastic and refuses to go out to buy contraceptives and ends up forcing himself on her, what would she do then?
She wasn’t ready to beco a mother!
She didn’t want... an abortion either!
Feeling like crying without tears, thankfully it was raining, so not many people were at the supermarket.
She discreetly went to line up to pay, and when she poured all those contraceptives onto the checkout counter, she clearly noticed the clerk’s face full of surprise, with an uncontrollable smile.
"Would you like a bag?" the clerk asked.
"Yes!" Evelyn responded loudly, "Definitely!"
After hesitating for a mont, she asked again, "Do you have... a black bag?"
Without a bag, if she had to carry those contraceptives ho directly, she would really cry!
"The supermarket only has red bags," the clerk said softly.
Evelyn felt helpless, wishing she had superpowers to teleport ho instantly.
After paying, she hurriedly rushed ho with the contraceptives in her arms.
She had to hide the contraceptives while Aunt May and Caden Lockwood were not at ho.
Kiki was running around Evelyn at ho.
Looking at it, Evelyn softly said, "What should I do? I’m really scared! I’m afraid of every mont that’s coming!"
"Woof—"
"I have no idea how I’m going to bring it up tonight." Evelyn sorrowfully put the contraceptives in the cabinet, closed the door, "Kiki, I heard the first ti is painful! Should I not have decided so early?"
Kiki hovered in front of the cabinet, seeming to think Evelyn had hidden so treats.
"But actually, Cece is right, I’m already married to Uncle, and we’ve been sleeping on the sa bed for so long." Evelyn’s eyes glistened with tears, "Even if I get divorced, I already... feel like I belong to him."
"Woof woof—"
"On one hand, sharing a bed with Uncle, enjoying all his kindness to , and on the other, telling him I don’t want to be his wife, refusing to fulfill any wifely duties. Actually, I am too much, right?"
"Woof woof woof—"
"But." Evelyn curled up on the bed, hugged her legs, "Sob sob sob—this life isn’t what I intended!"
The sadness in her heart spread uncontrollably, and unable to help it, Evelyn suddenly burst into tears.
The more she cried, the more aggrieved she felt.
But after the grievance, a determined thought in her mind still told her: She was right to do this!
Thinking about her feelings for her big brother for so many years, she had no choice but to let go, her heart felt as if it was being torn apart painfully.
Maybe, she could still hope.
Hope that her big brother is actually Caden Lockwood.
Then everything would be perfect!
But, is it possible?
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