She indeed went through very complex tornt in her heart. To be honest, she’s not soone who can tolerate being deceived by others, nor is she so fragile as to be unable to bear the truth. She’s really angry about why they had to hide everything from her, making her guess like a fool. Furthermore, she didn’t even know her child had such a serious problem, yet she was full of expectations for him.
But what else could she do?
If Su Yu had told her from the beginning, told her that it was him who slept with her and even had an unhealthy child, she probably would have wished to stab him to death, right?
It’s not hate, but rather heartbreak for this child.
She doesn’t hate Su Yu, because she saved Su Yu’s life, and Su Yu saved hers too. Without that accident, she wouldn’t have co back to life; in this regard, they evened things out.
But the child is innocent.
Even if it’s not intentional, it’s ultimately because of him that the child suffered this pain. But can she really bla him?
If Su Yu had abandoned everything and run away, she surely should hate him, but he didn’t. Without her knowing, he insisted on keeping the child, and he didn’t leave thereafter, even though he could have ignored it. He is the heir to the largest sect in the Spirit Cultivation Realm, and his future is brighter than they imagined.
Yet he chose to find a way to marry her and silently treated her well, even risking his life to save this child, wholeheartedly guarding them.
Han Jing admitted that she softened. Being cared for and treated with full heart, even if it might be just repaynt, she’s content. Moreover, she can see that Su Yu likes her.
So after these chaotic struggles, she finally settled.
This is not necessarily a bad thing.
Her child has a very good father, which is indeed a good thing.
From the very beginning, they’ve walked step by step to this day, and it’s worth mutual trust and even continuing forward, which is also good.
So what she has to do is not dwell on things but find a way to reduce Su Yu’s danger and increase the child’s chances of survival.
Since it’s blood of close kin, hers can also be used.
Together, they will protect their child.
Having thought through everything, the gloom weighing on Han Jing’s heart finally dissipated. She closed her eyes, took a breath, and smiled at Mu Jin, who looked at her with so concern: "What delicious food have you made? Let see?"
Then she put on her shoes and got up, Mu Jin stepped forward to support her.
Just now, seeing the lady’s look, he was really worried she had sothing on her mind, but seeing her like this now, she should be fine.
After Han Jing ate her fill, she felt sleepy and drifted off to sleep. Because she had things on her mind, she didn’t sleep too long, and woke up as soon as dawn broke.
"Mu Jin, have you heard any news from outside the city?" Han Jing asked imdiately as she opened her eyes.
Before Mu Jin could speak, An Chuxue entered the room, talking while walking, "Mirror, are you awake? Do you know, sothing really miraculous happened last night! I heard that outside the city, in the enemy camp, suddenly there was a half-hour hailstorm for no apparent reason, which smashed their tents, and quite a few enemy soldiers were injured, with more than half suffering from colds. Early this morning, the whole city hears about it. This is great; this way, we can delay things a bit longer. They definitely can’t attack the city this morning! Last night I was so worried, I didn’t sleep well all night!"
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