The absurdity of it all hit her like a punch to the gut, stealing her breath and making her head spin.
"This is insane," she said flatly, the words carrying the weight of absolute certainty.
"Probably," Mom agreed with the kind of calm acceptance that suggested she’d made peace with the insanity long before proposing it.
"We’re going to regret this."
"Maybe."
"People are going to judge us if they find out."
"Definitely."
Sloane took a deep breath, held it for a count of five while her heart hamred against her ribs, then let it out slowly through pursed lips. The exhale carried so of the tension with it, leaving behind a strange sort of clarity that felt both terrifying and liberating. "Fine. We’ll try it. But the first ti this gets too complicated or soone gets hurt..." She looked between them both, making sure they understood the seriousness behind her words. "We stop. Imdiately. No argunts."
"Agreed," Mom said, her voice carrying the weight of a binding contract.
"Agreed," Lukas echoed, his tone matching the gravity of the mont.
And just like that, Sloane Fitzgerald officially beca the kind of girl who shared her boyfriend with her own mother. The kind of girl who negotiated boundaries around intimacy like she was planning a business rger. The kind of girl whose life had beco so complicated that this sohow felt like the most reasonable solution available.
The silence that followed their agreent felt heavier than anything that had co before it, weighted with implications and possibilities that none of them were quite ready to examine too closely. Sloane sat in the armchair with her knees drawn up to her chest, her arms wrapped around her legs in an unconscious gesture of self-protection, her mind trying to process what she’d just agreed to while her body humd with leftover tension from this morning’s encounter with Lukas.
Her thighs still ached in that specific way that reminded her exactly how thoroughly he’d taken her apart a few hours ago, how completely he’d unraveled every defense she’d spent years building. The sensation was impossible to ignore, a constant reminder of how everything between them had changed overnight.
She could still feel him if she concentrated, could still taste the salt of his skin on her tongue when she ran it across her lower lip. The mories were vivid enough to make her face heat despite everything else happening, despite the surreal conversation they’d just finished and the even more surreal situation they were walking into.
Lukas shifted on the couch, breaking the quiet with the soft rustle of fabric against leather. "So..." His voice ca out rougher than usual, carrying an edge of sothing that might have been nervousness or anticipation. "Which room are we using?"
Sloane’s head snapped toward him so fast her neck protested with a sharp twinge of pain. "Excuse ?"
Her mother’s expression transford into sothing amused and knowing, the professional mask slipping away entirely to reveal genuine entertainnt. "Direct, isn’t he?"
"That’s not funny." Sloane’s voice climbed an octave despite her best efforts to stay calm, the words coming out sharper than she intended. "We just agreed to try this arrangent like five seconds ago and he’s already asking about logistics?"
"Better to establish expectations now than fumble through it later." Mom stood from the couch with that effortless grace that Sloane had never quite managed to replicate, moving with the kind of fluid confidence that made everything she did look intentional. "And he’s not wrong to ask. If we’re doing this, we need to decide on neutral ground rather than forcing anyone to feel like they’re intruding on soone else’s space."
Sloane stared at her mother like she’d grown a second head, her mind struggling to process the casual way these words were being delivered. "You’re actually serious about this."
"Sugar, I wouldn’t have proposed it if I wasn’t." The endearnt was delivered with the sa warmth it always carried, as if they were discussing weekend plans instead of a completely unprecedented dostic arrangent.
"But we just... this morning..." Sloane couldn’t finish the sentence because her brain kept supplying extrely vivid mories of what had happened in her bedroom earlier. The sheets they’d stripped and thrown in the hamper because they were beyond salvaging. The shower afterward where she’d scrubbed at her skin until it was pink and sensitive, trying to process what had just happened between them. The way Lukas had looked at her like she was the only thing in the world that mattered while he was buried inside her, his amber eyes dark with sothing she’d never seen before but recognized instantly.
Her mother was watching her with that particular expression that ant she knew exactly what Sloane was thinking and found it both predictable and endearing. The look carried no judgnt, only understanding tinged with sothing that might have been sympathy. "I know you’re overwheld. That’s normal. But we agreed to try this, which ans we need to actually try it instead of avoiding the uncomfortable parts."
"The uncomfortable parts," Sloane repeated slowly, testing the phrase like it might explain sothing if she said it with the right emphasis. "You an the part where I’m supposed to have sex with my boyfriend while my mother watches? That uncomfortable part?"
Lukas made a strangled sound from the couch, his composure finally cracking enough to let genuine distress show through. His face had gone several shades paler, making the scar through his left eyebrow stand out more prominently.
Mom’s smile widened slightly, carrying genuine amusent now instead of just professional polish. "I was thinking we’d start with sothing less intense than that, but I appreciate your commitnt to facing challenges head-on."
"I’m not facing anything head-on right now." Sloane’s hands fisted in her lap, her nails digging crescents into her palms through the fabric of her tactical pants. "I’m sitting in this chair trying not to panic about what I just agreed to."
"Then don’t panic." Mom moved toward her with slow, deliberate steps, each one asured and unthreatening. "Stand up, co here, and let’s figure this out together like rational adults instead of scared teenagers."
"I am a scared teenager." The admission ca out smaller than Sloane intended, carrying more vulnerability than she’d ant to reveal.
"You’re an adult. And you’re one of the strongest people I know, sugar. Don’t pretend you can’t handle this when we both know you can." The words carried absolute conviction, the kind of certainty that made argunts feel pointless even when they were technically correct.
Sloane wanted to argue anyway. Wanted to point out that being strong in combat training was completely different from being strong enough to share your boyfriend with your own mother, that physical courage and emotional resilience operated on entirely different scales. But sothing in Mom’s expression made her bite back the protest, so quality of patience and understanding that suggested this conversation could go as slowly as it needed to.
She stood from the armchair on shaky legs, her body feeling disconnected from her mind as she crossed the room to where her mother waited. Each step felt deliberate and surreal, like she was walking through soone else’s life instead of her own. Lukas tracked her movent from his spot on the couch, his amber eyes intense in a way that made her stomach flip with rembered sensation.
"Good girl," Mom said softly when Sloane reached her, and Sloane hated how much those two words affected her. Hated the way her pulse quickened and her breath caught in her throat, the imdiate response programd into her from years of seeking approval and recognition.
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