What Do You Mean There Are Other Transmigrators In My Harem Fantasy? Chapter 1207: Goddess Nilali

Well... If you were to present this question to now... I wouldn’t even be able to answer it since it’s not like I’m lacking anything at the mont...

And I totally forgot that gods could read my thoughts and only rembered after the goddess herself tilted her head at .

"You do not have anything you wish for?" She asked, sounding genuinely confused.

I scratched my cheek, "I an... It’s not like I’m suffering right now or anything... In fact, I feel like there’s a lot of things I have that I don’t deserve."

"Oh? Now that is certainly rare~ For soone to think that they don’t deserve what they already have, especially coming from an Off-Worlder. Usually Off-Worlders would think that what they are getting is deserved since they did get their World destroyed after all."

I shook my head, "I’m not that delusional. The fact that we were given a second chance at life and even given cheats to start our new life again is already sothing that we received as compensation for it. What we achieve after that is completely dependent on us and not sothing we are owed. It’s not like this World was made specifically for to live in to begin with. We are basically visitors granted the opportunity to be here."

"Oh? Hmmm~ That is quite interesting~ So what do you think that you don’t deserve but are in possession of right now?"

"My harem, for one."

Nilali seed to stare off into space for a mont before she turned back to , "Ah. I suppose I understand what you an. You believe that you are undeserving of the love that you are being shown by your lovers. You do not feel that you should be the recipient of the adoration of multiple lovers who are all willing to share you. You don’t even believe that you are deserving of a single person’s devotion, much less a group of them."

As expected of a goddess, she knew what my problem was without needing to explain anything.

I nodded, "They do so much for and I don’t believe I returned a fraction of their love for . I fear that they might one day realise that I am not adequate enough for them."

She leaned forward and lifted a finger, "Ah, ah, Aster. That’s not a good thought to have. That is basically belittling their love for you. They have chosen to devote themselves to you and love you of their own accord. For you to believe that their love is sothing so fickle is an insult to their love."

I... Didn’t think of it that way...

She smiled as she undoubtedly read my thoughts for that, "That’s because you feel that love is a transactional thing for you. That there must be a give and take for there to be love. Tell , Aster, do you love the girls in your harem as well?"

"With all my heart," I told her honestly.

"And if they were to do nothing but just stay by your side from now on?"

"That’s... Normal? I an... That’s what I expected from the very start?"

"That’s right. The sa goes for them as well, Aster. All they wish is for you to stay with them as well and that is all they ask for. Yet you still go to extra lengths for them all just to make them feel loved, don’t you?"

I scratched my cheek, "I don’t think I’m doing anything special though? They are always the one accommodating ... I suppose one way to put it is that I feel like I am taking advantage of them."

"And do you think they are taking advantage of your love for them as well?"

"Most definitely not."

"Then believe their love for you, Aster. I do not know how relationships might be in your World, but in ours, a kiss is sacred and it’s not sothing that is freely given. Your lovers have given you their kisses and you have given them yours. That is their proof of devotion to you. And you can discard that silly guilt of thinking monogamy is supposed to be the norm, what you have right now is actually the norm instead. I would even say that your harem is being pampered a lot by you."

I still remain unconvinced about it and I thought that I would just agree with her anyway as a form of lip service but she held up her hand.

"There’s no need to do that, Aster. I suppose you need proof and I am happy to show that proof to you."

She then snapped her fingers and I found myself standing in a different place, the clouds suddenly disappearing to reveal a field in front of .

I then noticed that there was another just standing in the distance and I seed to be looking at sothing very intently.

Following her gaze, I realised that the other was staring at Odeta in the midst of doing her morning exercise routine, my Amrap doing push ups while several heavy boulders were balanced on her back.

That was when I realised that this was a mory of mine where I was admiring her as I accompanied my Amrap on doing her exercise.

Nilali gestured towards , "What do you see?"

I tilted my head, "Err... ?"

"I an the emotions on your face. What do you see yourself projecting as you watch your lover?"

I focused my gaze on my own face and I realised what the goddess was getting at.

I didn’t really pay attention before but I really had a lovestruck expression on my face.

How could I not? My really sexy and lovable Amrap was doing her best to improve herself! She’s working so hard so how could I not be proud of her?

And it really doesn’t help when she’s so hot too...

The mont I had that thought, Nilali snapped her fingers again and the scene changed, this ti of watching Katsuki prepare tea for .

Even here, I had the sa look on my face as well as I admired my personal maid doing the most nial of tasks.

Nilali changed the scene again and mory was watching Lisa practicing her alchemy, one of those rare monts where she would be focused on sothing else aside from getting under my skirt. And of course I had the sa look of love on my face as I watched her.

Then Nilali snapped her fingers again and it changed to a scene of enjoying Delmare singing to right before the scene changed once more to watching Emilia go through her business plans.

Then it changed one last ti to watching Minnera paint a picture of .

I didn’t even know I made such a face when I was watching my lovers do all these things...

"Now watch the faces of your lovers here," Nilali instructed, snapping her fingers once more.

This ti the scene showed munching on so sweets and every single one of my lovers were looking at with the sa look I had when I was watching them.

Just from looking at them, I could feel the pure unadulterated love they had for just from their gaze alone.

Since I had always been absorbed in eating my sweets, I never actually noticed how they were watching . Was this just a one ti thing? No, that can’t be possible...

I recognised this scene to be a very recent mory since Minnera was there as well which ant they have been doing this for quite a while even before she joined the party.

She snapped her fingers again and I was once again standing in the sea of clouds.

"So what do you think?" She asked.

I paused for a mont before I answered, "They are really serious about ."

She nodded, "And?"

"And that I should not doubt their love as they love just as much as I love them."

She clapped her hands together, "That’s right~ And you know what’s the best thing about this? I even know what you really want now~ so I would be able to fulfil that wish of yours~"

I blinked at her, "Eh? I didn’t even realise that... What do I even want?"

She gestured at herself, "You wish for the solidification of your love so that’s what I can do, Aster~ Allow to marry you and your harem~"

I needed a mont to register what she just said before I quickly shook my head, "Wait, wait... I don’t want to marry them--"

"Right now, I know," The goddess interrupted . "You still wish to make a grand ceremony out of it and you want to finish with your exploration before you decide to take that step. I understand that, Aster. I am rely telling you that when you do wish to marry your lovers, just let know and I shall be the one who will oversee your marriage ceremony~ I will personally be the one to announce to everyone in attendance that you are married to your lovers."

"You... Could do that?"

She smiled, "Of course~ I am the Goddess of Love after all~ This is part of my domain~"

Huh... Well, I guess that’s good to know?