"Edie, I don’t know how to laugh or cry out now."
Scarlet didn’t fall into silence this ti. She talked in a slow voice, "I really want to kill them all and go to jail. Really, they force to do so. They almost drive crazy."
"No, Scarlet, you should never do this. You finally make peace with Jason. You are about to get married. If you were imprisoned in jail, what should Jason do? He loves you so much. You should not let him down. You should not throw him into despair."
Hearing Edie’s words, Scarlet burst into tears. She looked at Edie and asked her painfully, "What should I do now? What should I do for my family? I am exhausted now, Edie. I feel like I am almost drowned in the ice water. I could not see any light around. I could not see the end. I think I might die soon."
"No. You would not die. We would be with each other all the ti. Scarlet, don’t give up. You still want to be the most beautiful bride of Jason. You still want to be the mother of your baby. You still want to live a happy life with Jason. How could you give up now?"
"I wish, I hope so," Scarlet burst into laughter.
At the mont, she was imrsed in endless darkness.
At the mont, she felt that she was like a person that almost drowned in the ocean. She couldn’t see anyone else. She had no choice but to watch herself being drowned. She couldn’t see anyone that could save her.
Actually, there were people who wanted to save her. But she refused them all.
All she wanted to do now was to hide in her own world, in her dark world, that would kill herself.
Edie held her in her arms imdiately and tried the best to comfort her, "Scarlet, I want you to be happy. I want to see you living with Jason, the man you love the most happily. I want you to live with your husband and your kid happy. You also want that, right? It is not ti to give up. You should not give up at this point. If you give up, you will lose everything."
Live with her husband and her kid...
Happily ...
Hearing these words, Scarlet froze.
Would that happen?
"Edie..."
Scarlet finally burst into tears. She’s been depressed for a long ti. At the mont, she looked so desperate.
And she was embarrassed.
She cried out, like a little baby. She cried out so hard.
Hearing her crying, Edie, as well as Jason standing at the door, finally took a relief.
Scarlet finally looked normal.
Then, Scarlet gradually fell into sleep. Because the doctor applied anesthesia to her hand, it was quite normal for her to feel sleepy.
When Jason walked into the ward, Edie tucked the quilt for her and said, "You can look after her now."
"Okay."
Edie sat on the bench in the corridor. She also felt so depressed at the mont. Seeing Scarlet experiencing all these, she also felt so sorry for her. But she didn’t know how to help Scarlet.
There was little for her to do to help Scarlet. Suddenly, Edie felt she was so useless.
She curled up in a ball on the bench. But compared with Scarlet, her sadness was nothing. She couldn’t imagine how Scarlet went through all these.
At the mont, she heard soone stepping to her. It sounded so familiar.
Then, she saw a pair of black leather shoes. She slowly raised her, fixing her red eyes on the man standing in front of her, "Stuart...."
"Yes," the man squatted down and held her small head, "Hug if you feel sad. It would make you feel better."
Hearing his words, Edie suddenly burst into tears.
****
Inside in the ward, Jason was sitting beside the bed, staring at the girl lying on the bed.
At the mont, Scarlet’s face was so pale, like the white doll. As the sunlight poured onto her face, like plating a layer of gold on her face, she looked more dying, as if she might have crashed apart the next mont.
Her eyelashes were still wet. Seeing the tears on her face, he felt so sad.
He felt so desperate. Seeing the girl he loved deeply getting injured, he didn’t know what to do to comfort her.
He really wanted to hold her into his arms. He wanted to comfort her. He wanted to give her everything he had. When Scarlet pushed him away slightly, he felt so desperate, as if he fell into an endless ice hole.
Though it was sumr now, Jason felt so cold at the mont.
He couldn’t find a way to solve the situation.
How could he persuade her to trust him completely? How could he persuade her to rely on him? What could he do to make her stop pretending to be strong in front of him? When could she show her vulnerability in front of him?
"I love you. I love you so much, Scarlet. Could you love back, darling?"
While calling her na, he sounded really gentle. His heart was filled with a deep love for her. At the sa ti, he felt so painful.
He bent down, kissing on her eyes, absorbing the tears on her face.
This ti, Scarlet slept for a long ti. Jason stayed with her all the ti. Edie was pregnant. She could stay up. So Jason asked Stuart to take her ho.
Night fell down.
When Scarlet opened her eyes, seeing the ceiling in the hospital, she froze. What happened at day ca into her mind, like a nightmare. She felt numb.
Then, she felt sobody around. She looked around, seeing Jason grabbing her hands tightly. At the mont, the man was sleeping.
But he still looked worried. He frowned in sleep. He looked exhausted.
Apparently, he was so tired today.
Looking at his face, Scarlet couldn’t help herself sobbing. But she’s hurt him again. She didn’t know how to hold those words back.
She held her hands back. Then she moved her trembling fingers on his face, feeling the warmth from his body.
She felt so sad at the mont she woke up. But when she saw Jason staying with her aside the bed, the sorrow at the bottom of her heart suddenly disappeared gradually,
At the mont she saw him, she suddenly felt the pain didn’t matter a lot.
Because no matter what happened to her, Jason would stay with her all the ti. He would never leave her.
When thinking about this...
She suddenly thought nothing else mattered for her.
As she wanted to touch his face, Jason suddenly opened his eyes. Seeing Scarlet getting up, he imdiately got sober.
He looked so worried about her. He grabbed her hands and asked her anxiously, "How do you feel? Feel better? Do you need to call the doctor?"
Looking at the anxiety on his face, Scarlet couldn’t help herself raising the corner of her mouth. She shook her head.
"Are you hungry now? You didn’t eat anything at dinner. You must starve now, right? Let buy so food."
"Have you had dinner?"
"I am fine. It doesn’t matter. The most important one now is you," Jason frowned and took his coat.
"Okay. Buy so food and enjoy with ," Scarlet smiled and said as if nothing scary happened on the day.
Hearing her words, Jason looked at her in shock. Staring at the smile on her face, Jason got more worried.
"Scarlet, what happened to you? If you feel sad, just tell . I am really worried about you. You don’t have to suppress you in front of you. Don’t drive crazy, okay?"
"I am fine. I want to apologize for what I’ve done to you this morning. I would not ask you to leave at a significant mont anymore," Scarlet promised to the man in front of her seriously.
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